i wish i could run away, never wanted to feel this pain, its not like i asked for u to hate me, not like i said i want my dad to be dead, but now its too late ur just a father whats wrong with being a dad? maybe cuz u actually have to care about ur daughter? or is it just cuz of me, of all the shit i did, for screwing everything up for being the retarded kid. all i wanted was a dad, so did every1 else, now they blame me for ur drinking problem,why cant i be normal for once,like someone else? just something i came up with..~NeeN~