i wish i could make these tears go away but i cant n it sucks cuz im tired of crying but i miss him so much i wish that i didnt cuz i need to move on im better without him and i know thts its true i just wish i didnt feel like shit without being with you. my dad hates me the way it is he makes me inferior without my consent and i hate it cuz i shouldnt give a fuck what he says but hes my dad i thot he loved me? maybe he doesnt nemore maybes he just doesnt give a shit or maybe im just the kid he hates the one he wishes was dead or something like that he is always talkin negative about me or saying i look ugly. what am i suppose to do be perfect? yea right, like that will happen. specially with him all he sees is faults nothing else. every1 else is perfect in his eyes. but hes the one thts imperfect in my eyes. god.i hate it. i hate him. he hates me. why dont i just leave the world. give the space to some1 else who deserves it much more than me. i dont mean nething by it, so dont worry about me, just got some feelings inside of me that i need to express or otherwise ill be a bomb ticking till my death. ~NeeN~