so life has seemed renewed the past few weeks. basically its been jessie and i together and we never really see brenda and rachel except for thursday nights when we go to boca joes. shady but theres nothing i can do about it so i dont try. i finally got a job after the 2 month search since i got fired from CVS.. i started TJ Maxx. its not too bad, they gave me a shit load of hours my first 2 weeks. theres a lot of cool people that im getting to know which is GOOD for me, i need to meet new people. also started seeing a newww boy which has been alright. hes verrry different from any guy ive ever been with. hes extremely into music, i mean like you cant imagine. he knows everything and anything about any band you can imagine. hes been in a few bands himself, and hes just very talented. i love that hes passionate about everything and hes really interesting. we were seeing each other every other night for about two weeks but ive been working a lot and hes been busy with coordinating shows at the club in binghamton that bands play at. it will be interesting to see how things work out with that.. last night was the first night in nearly a month i got a full nights sleep. my routine lately has been work til 10, out with jessie, hanging out with phil until 5 in the morning, sleeping til 730, summer school, work, repeat. after tonight i have three days off which i am STOKED about. summer school is over a week from monday.. cant FUCKING wait for that. there hasnt been too many parties lately. we threw one up at statelands last weekend but the outcome wasnt too great, only about 10 people. jarets party the other night though.. haha.. cops + funnels = good times. except that my dad had to bring me to castle creek at 7 am to pick my car back up.. WOOPS! well im about to get ready then bring phil to his studio, then i have to work til 10. i think were doing statelands again tonight, so if youre reading this give me a call, leave a voicemail, and bring some friends up there with some beerrrrr. word.