honestly, you'd think after almost two years i could get over someone. i'm so angry all the time "at him" but it's just because i want to hide how much i still love him. it's so gay since it's pretty evident we will never get back together since we don't know how to treat each other not like shit, but there's just no one else that i can love like him. "time always kills the pain." that's such bullshit. when i let myself, i still feel the same amount of pain i felt a year and a half ago. WHAT AM I.!