i want to go up to a random hot guy and tell him i think he's hot. i want to hug him and bury my head into his shoulder and not let go. i want to go to starbucks and have a deep conversation. i want to stay up all night with someone and just talk. i want to make banana pancakes with a boy and smear flour on our noses. i want to go to a show and have a blast. i want to cover a wall with polaroid pictures. i want to laugh so hard it makes my stomach hurt. i want to drive for hours in no particular direction. i want to spend $1000 on cds alone. i want to fall in love.