Why the crap am I jealous?
I'm thinking I got myself in way too deep and I'm so afraid he doesn't feel the same and will just pull out. I mean, when he's spending nights with other girls and not telling me about it, why shouldn't he pull out?
I don't want to be a posessive girlfriend. I really don't. We just don't really talk a whole lot and I'm not positive where he stands.
I don't want to be jealous.
I don't think I've ever liked a guy this much.
yeah i went to university of iowa...which is 3 + hours...on thursday...got home at 3-3:30 ish? went to school friday...that definitely rocked. haha.
but yeah im sorry you couldnt go ;[ theres always next time though.
THATS WHY IM SINGIN' JESS BUDDY DONT WORRY, 'CAUSE NOW I GOT YOUR BACK, AND EVERY TIME YOU FEEL LIKE CRYIN' OR BEING JEALOUS, IM GONNA TRY AND MAKE YOU LAUGH (with a joke like why snoop always carries an umbrella) AND NOT BE JEALOUS, BUT IF I CANT, IF IT JUST HURTS TOO BAD, THEN WELL WAIT FOR IT TO PASS, AND I WILL KEEP YOU COMPANY THROUGH THOSE DAYS SO LONG AND BLACK.
a very merry un-birthday to you
to you