well, this day kind of sucked. aside from all my physical aches and pains, i still can't talk to the Sex God.
today was the first day back at school after break, which meant photography class, which meant the SG. i vowed to myself that i would talk to him, ask him about his choir trip to NYC, keep up a conversation. but my day sucked before it even began, so i wasn't really in the mood to pathetically try to talk/flirt with him. so i sat at my desk, doing my homework like a freakin loser, while he's hanging out in the back with the cool kids i wish i had the guts to talk to and be friends with. why am i so freaking shy? the world would be so much easier to face if i had guts and was outgoing and could just talk to people with no problem.
growl.
i need a boy who will come talk to me first. and then i can go from there. just deliver me a hot, sexy, kind, outgoing guy who will make the first move. that's all i need.
[keep wishing]