i really do. so, aside from giving up sweets for lent, i'm going to try to complain less. but, in order for me to do that, i need to let go of a few things first. so bare with me, and i promise afterwards i will try to control my craziness. 1. i like a boy. who has decided not to get into girls, and who gets along GREAT with one of my friends who also has a crush on him. and it just seems like whenever i'm with the two of them, he sees right past me. and i try to get his attention, i mean not in a desperate way, but he just kind of ignores me and then talks to my friend. ugh! guys confuse me. 2. the boy who likes me is driving me nuts and he needs a freaking clue and a LIFE for goodness sake. grr! 3. i just yelled at one of my best friends. i dont know, shes just such a freaking perfectionist that if you do anything wrong, it's like you're stupid and how could you do something like that? but if she makes a mistake, you're supposed to forgive her because she's perfect the other 99% of the time. and she thinks you're soo stupid if you have to ask her to explain something. she makes such a big deal out of it. it's like come on now, can't you just answer my question? 4. everyone got someone on valentine's day. or at least it seems that way. and i just want him to see me. that's all i ask. i'm done venting. i'm gonna try to stop complaining so much from now on. thanks for listening.