Hey i tried being nice
but you always looked away knowing
that i'd be here either way
i tried being that boyfriend
that kissed you, and made you feel beautiful
but you took it for granted and said
"i don't want you to be that way"
but i said i needed to be, it is the way i am.
hey i tried being the best
but you wanted the worst
you just wanted to wait til the little hearse
came through your garage to get my body.
i know i tried, but i know you didn't.
Could it have been worse than this?
i know this can't be the type of thing
that i'd have to miss
in the long run.
i know its not.
i tried to talk with you,
but you looked the other way
i tried my best, and while you treated me
like nothing
i still treated you like nobody other.
i promise
you won't find another me
another that will let you see
what i can show you.
i coulda shown you the world
but you never wanted to leave your room
i say "hi, im chris"
and you said "chris who?"
you expected me to know everything
and when i asked you the same
you didn't need to know anything.
it was the way you wanted it
always and forever
it was always you.
and i wanted it to be all you too.
but not the way you wanted it.
so unhappy and depressed
im telling you right now...
i deserve better....
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