just to let you kow i think you are very ugly and you arent very pretty and ur friends suck kuz they are ugly too...and you look like shit. and your teeth are ugly and retainer-ish or wtf maybe braces? whatever. haha...ur just soo ugly i wanna puke all over your disgusting face kuz its UGLY!!! YUCKY! and your ugly black eye shit is so fugly and it sucks kuz you try to be something you arent and everyone in school hates you sooo flipping much.-bye [beyotch] OK WTF ok u are seriously a fucking bitch! ok if ur have the fucking balls toleave a coment liek that at least saywho u are but no ur justa fucking pussy who says crap and then hides and seriosly if u have someting to say to not just me but my friedsn say it to our faces cuz trust me what ever u think WE DONT FUCKING CARE! ok? ok glad we got that straight bitch bye now xoxo-And ok 5 days later and im better ;) ypyup its all good now im over her and her little stupid comments and all yup yup just smile and laugh it off ::laughs:: well thats over now :) well THE ISLAND OF ADVENTURE trip is thrusday wooop and the dace FRIDAY! woopp and "hes" going wow smiles lol dats awesome wow yay this is rock!! well i've got to go now cuuuz the inferno will b on sometime soon and i missed it last monday AND I WONT DO IT AGAIN! yup so bye -xoxo-andi

Wow i have to write this even tho i expect the whole wow u guys ahve only been togteher 2 weeks and the u dont even know what love is..i really think im on love...its so wierd its like im on a cloud and im never ever coming down cuz like happy-ness just wont leave and i dont wnat it to, its where i smile even in the worst situtation and the boringest momentswhere every songon the radio rreminds you of him and stuff , things happen like when he calls u and has to go and says he'll call u baq in 5 mminutes and u count the minutes and by the 6th one u get anxsious cause you just long to hear his voice...its like every little tihng no matter what it is reminds you of him, things that have nothing to do with him either, its when you know that ude do anything for him and him for you and you just love that, its like you cant go to sleep because hes all u tihnk about and u cant dream anything because your reality with him is better then anything that you ould dream...its like classes and nites seem endless and you just cant wait to see him...tis just a feeling that you can relate to soo many things but in the end you cant really describe it at all and idk wat it is but im tihnking...it could be love..... -Andrea

its valentines day..again that day where u feel all lonley and unloved :) yupyup fun...! this year wasnt that bad at least not as bad as usual lol i realized that i dont need a guy to feel loved cuz i have my friends right? right. but I also realized that watching loved ppl get candy and roses from the boyfriends isnnt really fun lol :)yup and i tihnk theres something wrong with me lately cuz like eveyrtime i eally start 2 like sum1 i tihnk i hvae no chance and give up like imedeatly and idk what it i sbut it keeps happening and i hate it :(blahhhhhhhhh but dats besides the point :) cuz im happy!! this weekend me and steph have the longest weekend ever RIGHT STEPH!, RIGHT! lol yupps anndd ummm idk lol the party was this saturday and i got mad grounded wen some of my umm friends i guess stole my moms whiskey and umm ya drank it AND IT WAS THE EXPENSIVE 1 too lol (quotes my mom) but ya its fine iw as grounded but now im not :), THE PLAYS IN 10 DAYS holy carpola good luck to us pulling that off YA RIGHT! were gunna suck but i guess we'll have fun sucking YA! and me and steph have a 5$ bet that i am SO GUNNA WIN! its not even funny lol tee hee right steph (again) RIGHT yupps ig ot it in the bag lol :) but ya she knwos im gunna win lalalala dats aobut it lately i'll write more like tommororw or smt or other :) bye bye -Love Andrea

Its done....he broke up with me for a nother girl kelsey and he didnt even tell me that was y he sed it was b cuz he was going to new york and he wasnt ready 4 a relationship and i feel rly rly bad worse then ever b fore wen nething like this happened i wish i cud go baq 2 wen him and me met! wow this is just evil day im gunna miss a lot about him but the wierdest thing im gunna mis sis how wenever he wud talk and he was telling a story wen he got to the good part and go excited he wud talk all fast :( im crying again i have 2 go i dont feel good now...bye

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lackadaisical i like that word even though i dont really know what it means but thats okay. Um well today was pretty cool because it was super cold well not really but to me it was cold. Uhh first hour seemed like it was going to be cool but it wasnt cause he came late and i thought he wasnt going to be there oh my god this boy is just super annoying its like he thinks i care that he likes 1005 girls..yeah i pretty much dont but w.e im gettting used to ignoring him. Aside from that we just took notes and stuff which was okay no big deal.

well im at school right now wit emmi doing a research paper how f-u-n yupyup it is lol well i wanted to write yesterday but i forgot lol well yeah anywayyys mm yesterday was kool =] =] =] =] =] yup and ummm im going to go now because i thnk might have to actually do research for this thing lol byyye AndiHeartsYou

yeah well i got a new layouuut! its kind like my myspace one cause i got it fmo ehre duh lol www.myspace.com/andreacroes yupyup if u wanna add me =] yeah well today i went to tc with a few cool kids and him and omg wow i feel sp stupid like ok heres my reasons of y im so stupid 1.I had 2 chances with him both of which i ruined 2.Theres no way its ever going to happen again 3.I still wish it was yeah thats basically it lol i just i like ihm SO much again its annoying really lol i mean honey its been so long you should be over it right? right but im not...=[ and i've learned form the past few times hes not the guy who i like and get over hes the guy who either shows me he doesnt wanna oorr the guy who i go out with again and since the whole going out again thing is Obviously not going to ever happen again cause he doesnt want to..i tihnk lol i tihnk he doesnt i dont even know yet but im almsot sure lol i just get a not again feeling and it makes me sad of course but theres nothing i can do i cant just grab and be like i want you! lol hummm maybe i could jkay jkay lol i wouldnt but ya were just gunna have to wait and see how things turn out...i hate waiting lol like ughhhhhh ::crys:: why cant things be simple like i like you lets get married?? ugh lol maybe someday things will be like that in my dreeeeams lol well thats it for now ¢¾

okkk so i havent really written here in a while like reeeally written so i thought i should yupyup well schoold been kool i guess as good as it can be being school we just had midterms..yay? i did really bad =[ but w.e my moms over it soo its kool and umm well guys no comment lol cuz believe me if thigns were good iw ud have wiitten about it i mean of cousre as always there is this one guy and i do like ihm but im not telling u who it is cuux i dont want him 2 know cuz like as much as i like him i have reasons like the fact that not again lol and the fact that im 100% sure he likes someone else and the fact that i fear rejection lol so me = :x lol but ANYWAYYYYS umm i cant tihnk of anything else and i g2g bye ♥me

ok so scott && me r over and u know what im ok with it because i have these kool friends who came over right away to help me and i love them! yay scot(with one t and chris make my day better)

new guy teehee so awesome hes sooo perfect im totaly myself aorund ihm my friends are totaly themselfs around him he doesnt always expect me to go out he does come to my house and things just plain rock =]

okk well its official were on a "break"...:/ ya its kinda blah ish but it was deffitnely for the best cuz more then obviously things werent that great right now idk what'll happen after but ya for right now its over-ish

ok well today offcially sucked...my boyfriend is being a ahh idk whats wrong like someone sent him an email with a Fake conversation of me and some guy saying we should like hook up and me being like yaaa sure ya key word being fake:NOT F-ING REAL ok so ya then he was horrible 2 me at school and after at town center hes drunk right and he slike just being a total asshole and its just incredible how u can think you know someone but u really dont because the moment when it comes to them showing u they trust or care about u they back out or get drunk and beomce total losers like i mean when i heard he liked that natalie girl i had enough trust to ask him aobut it and like find out if it was true rather then just go get drunk and act like a dumbass like argh. && to top it all off im so0o0o confused about a ton of other shit schools a bitch familys not so ggreat lately what do i have besides my friends right now? nothing :( its times like these that are in life for one reason and one reason only to show you the true meaning of friendship and those who care about you and today eveyr single one of my friends that were there/ex bf showed me that and i cant help but smile sometimes because i know they care. At the same time i still love but i do get the feeling its highly one sided and not worth my time anymroe i mean its not the first time he treats me bad and stuff why do it put up with it? cause i love him? at first i thought no cause i really loved ryan before he broke up with me and if ryan wud have pulled that shit it wud have been over. Is it cause hes older? do i feel "cool" going out with him? i truly dont know actually that might be it though i doubt it. Could it be cause the way he treats me when things are fine, the way he can be such a great person..when no one else is around..ya maybe thats it...who knows im sure i dont all i know is I do love him and i wouldnt want it to end over a stupid thing like a fake conv. but sometimes theres just nothing you can do because when you werent meant to be with someone..you just arent..no matter how much you fell in love with them the second they walked into your party, no matter how good it fells when he holds and kisses you, no matter what sometimes...its just not whats meant to happen and i have to understand that or else im going to end up living my whole life sufffering over someone whos not worth it...or is he? As you might have noticed i cant but i still wonder. Was he acting like this tonite just cause he was drunk? did he do it cause of what he "thinks" i did? i dont know but i wish i did gosh im just so confused...all i know is that im not sure i want it to end no matter how sure i say i am..and that well the next part i cant mention because im nto in the mood to get my ass kicked lol but yaa maybe something is again and ahh idk we'll see what happens maybe when hes "sober" Song Of The Day: Polygraph, Right Now-THE SPiLL CANVAS

one month anniversary mad coo

omg well i love school it rocks outloud seriously i mean the work kinda sucks but theres so much freedom! Plus many hot guys Not like i canre cuz i love my BF But there still nice to look at tee hee Picture day was today I looked poopy But who cares I dont idk why im typing like this maybe im just kool ya thast it todays jamies bday! she rocks I almost died in school i had "fatigue" but i was saved by scot and jamie and im gunna go now cuz i have tons of hw ♥ Andi

ok new rule of life people when someone tells you you and ur bf are cut emake sure u ask if they've fucked before LMAO

ok warped tour...rocked and i would totaly write a 500 page entry about it but im lazy and stuff tee hee but just know sit was one of the greatest experience ever cuz last eyar bands were better for me but the people this year like the big group mix was just really kool and and i got free backpack yupyup and schools tommrow ahhhhhh ::jumps:: wow excited level=really high lol yay wow me=loser excted for school but but its 9th grade i mean how kool gosh lol wow im too happy for my own good :) lol well i have too goo pick out my outfit lol and yaa i'll write tommrow to tell u how it went -Andi

SHYES!!! ok ok so yesterday was valerias big sleepover and it was so! fun lol we danced to ice cream and cake in the rush hour traffic went shoppin and ahh it was just awesome lol we made "pooch" ya its as yummy as it sounds...:) well ne waaays so warped tour is tommororw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg ::jumps up and down:: im so0o0o0o excited and and then sunday..um nothing but monday first day of school yes i am very excited thank u very much lol 1st day of high school ::sigh:: one of those thigns i didnt c coming like its wierd i didint hit me till like..a week ago lol but w.e lol yay happy cuz this summer like rocked especially the end lol like ok the begging was kool 2 but oh so slow then like about a month ago it was just kooler lol =D im liek the only loser thast excited lol but fuatever lol i g2g cause i have 2 get ready for movie tonite if i can go -ANdi

ok heres my day *wake up *eat *hang out with the family of course *Go get my warped tour ticked my sister wudnt remeber *Come home get grounded by mom lol *Go to KFC with older sister *go to publix with olser sister *come home *have 3 missed calls frmo kelli *call kelli back *talk 2 kelli *Talk to omar on kellis fone *omar asks me out *i say yes *hang up fone *Jump up and down *^same^ *Call mariana *talk 2 mariana *call jamie and not have her pick up *get online *talk 2ppls *write this entry *the end* ahh wat a bittersweet day with more sweet lol warped tour+omar+great food+friend there for me=Awesome day lol -Andi