his voice was scattered with nervousness and his sweat dripped like rain drops taking off, his worst fear he'd touch the red abort botton to stop but he thought that there was too much to lose if he went back to the terminal. it was never enough, the fear of flying caused him to lose in touch just like playing hide and go seek she went out hiding while he searched for her but never found her. his cheapest cologne, and the roses he got are not easy to get when all the petals were missing and all was left, was the green stem. He looks toward the lights on the floor wishing he wouldn't have to go through this only to have a door to take him straight to her. pilot signals for the landing and he runs toward the back room pours water over his hair to atleast look proper enough for a hello again and look good enough to say bye with a smile that says, "i came here just for you" and let me tell you what he thought from the chocolates, to the flowers he bought it was still not enough.. the fear of flying...was still not enough to make him go back to where he was he'd go through the worst of destinations he'd still be there for her even if she totally forgot about them and totally refused for communication it was logical, but not to him.. he sat at night with the lights orangy dim writting her little poems to read to her if he gets there in time. Riding the taxi, mr yellow man asks "wear would i be taking you today?" i replied with a smile "to her house" he nodded. Rain starts to pour out of of the trees and it drowned me in my clothes i had thoughts of going back but mr yellow man gave me the look to go and never come back the ink from the notes start to rub off me sinking through my skin like everything said on those notes were now leaking to my heart all the words i needed to say before are now taped in my heart and played in my head now i know what to say, just incase i put you to bed this is where i want to be and as soon as i walked on the porch lights from under the door started to light i smiled, knocked on the door and all i knew...this was my night