Listening to: Modest Mouse - Ocean Breathes Salty
Feeling: insecure
So...
yesterday night we rang in the New Year drinking gingerale and eating chocolate and veggies and dip. It was just me, brady, and my parents, and i wouldnt really have it any other way.
It's 2006. And i dont feel any different. Sorry. I dont know if im supposed to or not. I mean, ive gotta make a lot of decisions in the coming year, which doesnt feel particularly pleasant, but right now ive got everything that i want to have.
Everyone's so bent...on...everything. How things should be...and frankly, i think i forgot to care about other people's opinions. Not that i dont, sometimes, because i do, and if i said i didnt, id be lying...
And suddenly i cant wait for summer. Ive got a taste of a break, and i think its going to be difficult for me to go back to doing work every day. It seems i have endless things to say on this sitdiary, but when i go to write my essays i get about a paragraph a day, IF i concentrate. It's really all about what you WANT and what you HAVE TO do. And...sometimes i dont have anything that fits into either of those catagories. Interesting.
well...love and all that.
-TINE
I like hot chocolate after walks.