ok. this is fucking lame. first eddie quit the band, im actually not pissed about that. its better for both groups that he quit. but then, at practice i get bitched out by both Bucky and Ian, and I DID NOTHING. i got bitched out for no reason, it was all i could do to not break down and start crying while they were there. they basically told me that im severly immature (coming from bucky and ian is fucking hippocritical) and then they told me that im dedicated to nothing in my life, and that they want to start a new band without me. it kinda hurt, figuring that i did ABSOLUTELY nothing to deserve the talk, and it was 2 people against one and it really hurt my feelings. im really sad now. loveKEL