Okay, so last night I called my friend who I haven't seen in a way long time and asked him what he was up to, and he said he was heading to an AA meeting and then asked me if I wanted to go, so I said of course and drove from pasadena (where my family lives [I was at a family get together]) to costa mesa where the meeting was. So I walk in and it was all guys. So I had like 40 guys staring me up and down for like an hour and a half (ps I've had a crush on this giy for almost a year) so after the meeting we go outside to our cars and he asks me for a hug cuz its been like a month. And then we talked for like 5 secs and he asked me for another one, and it was a long one, and this car that drove by honked and whistled at us, so after the meeting we went back to his house (he lives ina frat type house) and sat on the porch because there was couches and if I went inside the house it would be the same as the meeting, guys staring at me and making comments, so he sat on one of thw couches and I sat across from him so I could see him while we talked, and I put my legs on him so I could recline (ps we're like bff's so its totally unsexual on both parts) so we're just chilling there and I met some of his roommates and we talked, and then we decided to go get some coffee, and it was way cold by the time we got back so he ran inside and got a blanket so we'd be warm, and we did the same as before, I put my legs on him, and then he started rubbing my legs and stuff, in a non friends kinda way, and then it got really cold, and I was shaking so he told me to come sit next to him so I'd be warmer, so I did, and he picked my legs up and laid them across his again and we both got under the blanket, and I started to get tired so I put my head on his shoulder so I could rest, and then he laid his cheek on my head and told me my hair smelled pretty and all that stuff, and then hunder the blanket he grabbed my hand and we held hands for a while and he was saying how some people have been judgemental of him lately and it hurts him, so I told him that he shouldn't care what people think and he said "that's why I like being with you, because when I am I don't care about what anyone thinks" And when he said that I almost like totally started crying, and I was blushing way bad, and it was like 1 in the morning by this time and we were just laying there, and he was playing with my hair, and then he reached his other arm around and put it on my waist and I started to fall asleep, and then I woke up like an hour later and told him that I had to go cuz it was like 2 30 and it was cold, so we got up from the reclined position, and he grabbed my hand and kissed it, and then he leaned over and kissed my cheek, and started playing with my hair again and I was blushing like way bad, so then he got up and walked me to my car and gave me a hug goodye and started playing with my hair again, and then I got in my car and he bent down and kissed me on the forehead and then I left. It was seriously like the most perfect night ever.