well.... today equaled many things. friday we had "practice" it was just me and ian and grayson, we actually got a lot done which is very surprising. we also came up with a new band name idea, either "elias" or "elias adonai" it doesnt really have a meaning. elias is my brothers boyfriend and i dont know what adonai means. but it sounds interesting together. so friday was a good day. yesterday i cleaned my room and i found a diary that i had been keeping when i was 6 years old. it was really funny, it talked a lot about how i hated my brother and how i thought caitlin was stupid. today i went to ikea with my step mom, it was actually a good outing. ikea has some of the coolest shit in the world, and i've come to the conclusion that im re-decorating my room with all fushia and black and white furniture from ikea because its crazy looking and quite cheap. im also decorating the garage much to ian's dismay. everytime i die and as i lay dying on april 16 at the glasshouse. yay. im going, be there or be lame. april 30, 2004 is the day, be there or be your mom. loveKEL