What if you could see what was going to happen? Not Only could you see it happening you could feel it coming. All arrows pointed in that direction. There is nothing you can do to stop it. You want to with every ounce of energy you have left in your body...but you aren't strong enough to stop the inevitable, no one is. Your thoughts drift because you don't want to you see the truth or what is coming. Your slowly losing the one you love so much and you know that you have to let them go, because when you truly love someone you have to let them go and if they truly love you they will return. But what if they don't return, what if they like life better off without you. Then you have to face the world alone and embrace the pain and try not to let your heart die out and waste away. The tears that will be shed will be filled with all of your hope and when your done, you will hate everything around you, all you will have left is those tears which are now nothing but hope dried up to the point as if it was never there. I hate knowing, i don't want to know, see or feel, but i can. And i have to live with my thoughts and hope that i will be strong enough to even get out of bed when the time comes.I can't stop or change this fait, cause if i fight it when the time comes then i will slowly die from the inside out and i will be an empty soul.