He loves me, He loves me not!

Listening to: Stand up-trapt
He loves me...He loves me not.Hmmm..he loves me but not as much as i love him. What do you do, when you know you love someone way more then they could possibly ever love you. And once your gone realizes that your everything they want but they don't treat you the same when you are with them. Now some people would stay with someone even if they loved them more, only because they loved them so much. But some might also say if he doesn't love you as much, then leave him, you need someone that will love you just as much as you love them. Which is true no one deserves less then they are handing out. Treat people the way that you want to be treated. Was a quote i heard my whole chidhood. Okay, so i treat everyone the way i want to be treated and in return, there are very few people that follow this method that i know. So how i am suppose to go through the day knowing that the person i'm with doesn't think about me, like i think about them, doesn't treat me like i treat them,and thinks that everything in the relationship is perfectly great and nothing is wrong. Because they don't take your words and thoughts seriously. And somehow, i can't say no, and i can't give up. So this is why i remain the cute little poppet stuck on the shelf with twisted strings, cause when i speak, its like i never spoke at all.
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You and i need to talk soon.. Well i say soon, i mean just before too much time goes by.. Not about anything in particular, i just want to talk to you face to face. I'm not gonna be anything but your friend and i hope you know that. I just want to talk to you, i think that is what i miss most about her, is having someone who i can talk about anything in the world with and then actually have them understand.. And to hear someone who talks about things that are real, true things above all these hypocritical shallow wastes of carbon and oxygen that i am forced to be around everyday. i understand what you write and the things you say, more than you realize, and it means alot that you are my friend. No matter what happens or what you do, i'll be here. No matter where i go, i'll be here for you. You're precious to me, just like i told you danielle is. i keep you and our conversations in a special place. I hope you find your happy thought.