Normally i see in color,but today i see in shades of gray. The world spins and everything becomes a blur. My eyes are glazed over with the overwhelmingness of not being able to see objects. I wonder why the world is such a horrible place and yet can hold tiny bits of beauty around every corner. My thoughts have consumed me entirely and the walls around me seem to be caving in. Suddenly everything turns to black. Its cold and painful. And all i'm left with is the thought of wanting to be numb. I don't want to think about the pain and how cold i feel without someone next to me. You are there, i know you are. Please be the light and save me, like you once did so long ago. I need you to hold me and tell me it will all be okay. For i want nothing to do with this world or the pain it brings. I live in my own world and if you don't want to fade to a shade gray, then i suggest you better grab hold, before you lose me in the darkness, and are left to sit in a pool of bitterness and untolerable pain you created.