its 2 AM on monday nite or tuesday morning you can say. and there is no way to describe how my day went.
went to St.Elizabeths, and all is well with me transfering there next Fall. im excited and cant wait to get to that part of my life.
as far as the new car thing...its in the works. as much as my parents procrastinate i mite not see it til november, but i will have a new car b4 december.
and for that certain boy who broke my heart today....
soooo after waiting 2 LONG WEEKS! my guitar finnnnaaaaalllly came in on Wednesday! and of course i stopped wat i was doing ran over and got it. lets just say...it was love at first sight ! its the best fuckin guitar ever and i play the damn thing 24/7 so at least im gettin my moneys worth haha its amazing..it really is.
im really glad this week is finally over. i was havin a kinda bummer beginning cuz of sum shit with a friend but then it allll came together.
ive finally decided that chemistry is just NOT my thing, and whatever fuck that shit! i dun even care anymore.....soo after taking a SI test and finding that im more of a social person i decided to go into Elementary Education. and from there i can do a lot of things... which ill get into later when im positive thats what im gonna do. but that really helps me not feel like goin to school is a waste of my time.
last nite was fun...seana chrissy nicole and even ross got to join in on our fun for a while... went ice skating @ Aspen! we were alll laughing our asses off at each other... especially when seana and i busted our asses. i wound up with a HUUUGE bruise on my knee :-( but i havent had that much fun in a long time.
then all us girls went to TGI Fridays for sum Cinnabon cheeeeesecake, and even tho i didnt know it..it was MY BIRTHDAY! hahaha and the silly people came and sang to me... lets just say Chrissy your next since seana and i got our dose of embarassment!
today i had my guitar lesson at 11:30 which was good. i always look forward to that. thenn we went up to my aunt renees house to check out her new siding which hadnt been put up yet so we left and went to my unlce Richards house. and that absolutely made my afternoon. him and my aunt terry are the funniest ppl i know and im so sad that theyre movin to north carolina :-( but anyway so that was my day. after that i came home had dinner and then jus jammed on the new guitar for a while and watched pearl harbor. now im goin to bed cuz im ridiculously tired and bored outta my mind... SO. have a grrrrreat niiiiiiite!
Could it be the little wrinkle over your nose
When you make your angry face
That makes me wanna just take off all your clothes
And sex you all over the place
Could it be the lil' way that you storm around
That makes me wanna tear you down
Baby, I ain't sure, but one thing that I do know is
Every time you scream at me
I wanna kiss you
When you put your hands on me
I wanna touch you
When we get to arguing
Just gotta kiss you
Baby, I don't know why it's like that
But you're so damn sexy
When you're mad
RIP Lou Bizzarro -4.11.06-
youll be in our hearts and prayers
wooooooo!!!! i just ordered my guitar
SOO EXCITED! it should be here sumwhere between 2-4 weeks!! maddd expensive i should add. but well worth it. its top of the line by Daisy Rock
finally took the time to take my car to the car wash this morning and then cleaned the inside of it this afternoon. it looks so purrdy !
gotta get my Fall schedule approved tomorrow so that i can register tomorrow lol shouldnt be too bad im only taking four classes. Principles of Sociology, Child Pychology, Children's Literature, and Civil War & Reconstruction. PLUS! i have off on mondays!
i cant believe we hafta register for this stuff before were even done with the spring semester AND summer sessions.. wtf?!?! w.e
were starting to plan another trip to Disney World ALREADY! haha prolly sumtime in September well be goin.. so glad. i miss Disney. i wish we could go like once a year at least haha thatd be pretty sweet.
im going to my cousins soccer game in a little while and then when i come home i gotta get my homework done. AHHHH! i hate homework, but its for Forensics, my favorite class (of course we all know why that is LoL) thennn... idk prolly bumming around cuz its sunday and thats what Sundays are for. well im outtie for now..
TA TA FOR NOW ;-)
so....i mostly worked all week. and after working my ass off allllllll day yesterday and working today, im so glad its the weekend!!!
after i got outta work at 6 today i went to my aunts house for dinner/ Grandmas Bday! we had dinner and then watched The Chroincles of Narnia
and WOW was i impressed. i had no interest in it at all and it was pretty damn good. i love my family. its time like that when im with them that im glad im not away at school.
as for this weekend it should be ok. Seana gets her new car tomo !!!! YAY! lol sos thats pretty feakin awesome. i have my guitar lesson at 11:30 and my car is in the shop getting fixed...thank god. ITS ABOUT FREAKING TIME! annnnd the only thing that totally sucks is that i hafta do the Forensics Project...2/3 of it cuz Vinnie is a pain in my ass !!!!!! grr
while hes off enjoying the shoooore im home working on this damn project.. blaa.. other than that i got shit ta do, so it should be a relazing weekend. hopefully ill get plenty of sleep and not be so tired next week :-/
and now im gonna go downstairs to chill on the couch and watch a movie prolly.. ill be up for at least another 2 hours... that is until i get a fone call from my fav person ever !!
have a gooooood nite =)
p.s.
i can only be myself, im sorry thats hell 4 u
dun worry.. over this next week ima be over ur ass...until i see u and my knees go weak and i give in to the sweet taste of your lips haha
fuck it.....
work from 10-6 today... so nothin too special to say, other than i need a hot shower and im exhausted. who knew that takin care of 6 babies all day today would tire me out? lol
gonna jump in the shower, do sum studying?!?!
then sum forensics hw, and a lil guitar sumwhere inbetween all that.
got stains on my tshirt
and im the BIGGEST flirt
right now im so over that
we'll be changing eventually
got bruises on my heart
and sumtimes i get dark
if you want my autobiography
baby just ask me....
ill write more later prolly
peace out homies
i keep telling myself that things are gonan get better tomorrow, but tomorrow never seems to come. theres nothing i hate more than the feeling of being a waste of life...nothing gets better.
did absolutely nothing this weekend. today pretty much sucked... nothin special.
and its raining... i hate tha rain.
im in a shitty mood, im gonna go lsiten to my sad depressing music and cry my eyes out cuz theres nothing better to do.
Three things that scare me:
1. being raped
2. snakes
3. the dark
Three people who make me laugh:
1.Vinnie
2.Chrissy
3. Kris
Three people i love:
1. My Family
2. Kris
3. my best friends
Three Things I love:
1. music
2. PINK!
3. driving
Three Things I hate:
1. drama
2. seafood
3. living at home
Three things on my desk:
1. laptop
2. lamp
3. chem notebook
Three things I'm doing right now:
1. filling this thing out
2. talkin ta kris
3. listenin to Goodbye My Lover
Three things I want to do before I die:
1. get married
2. have kids
3. be successful
Three ways to describe my personality:
1. funny
2. blonde
3. awesome!
T.h.e. W.h.o.s
Who is in the house with you? Mom & Dad
Who was the last person to IM you? Carolyn
Who are you thinking about now?...him :-/
Who did you last talk to on the phone? Chrissy
Who's house did you last go to?
Who do you sit next to in your 2nd period class? no one haha
Who's your favorite teacher? Dr.Levy-Chem Lab
Who's birthday is next? Mine i think?
Who was the last person you told you love them? yikes...dunno
Who do you wish you were with right now? him
Who's you favorite relative? Aunt Renee
Who gets on your nerves the most from your school? HAHAHA Laura Stickle
Who do you hope will take this survey? whoever
T.h.e. W.h.a.t.s
What was the last thing you ate? Ice Cream
What was the last thing you drank? Iced Tea
What color pants are you wearing? Blue Jeans
What is the closest item near you that is blue? my Guitar
What do you like about school? Freedom
What are you wearing on your feet? Socks
What instant messaging service do you use? AIM
What is your favorite color? PINK!!!
What is your screen name? L4UR3N x0x
What is your most used away message: b ARE b
What is your favorite shoe brand? Baby Phat
What do you wear more; jeans or skirts? Jeans
What is the last movie watched? Now and Then
What song do you currently hear? Undiscovered
by Ashlee Simpson
T.h.e. W.h.e.r.e.s.
Where do you go to school? CCM
Where do you live? Succasunna,Nj
Where is your phone? layin next to me on my bed
Where are your parents? downstairs
Where do you sleep? in my bed..? lol
Where do you shop the most? Aeropostale
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? Old Navy
Where did you last take a car ride to? guitar lesson
Where did you get this survey? online sumwhere
T.h.e. W.h.y.s
Why does basically half the world have a myspace? cuz its so freakin cool!
Why did you pick your myspace user name? its my name lol
Why do we have to go to school? to get a good job
Why did you take this particular survey? it looked interesting
Why are your best friends your best friends? cuz theyre always there for me and i heart em
Why do the people on the news repeat the same stuff over and over? stupid question lol
T.h.e. W.h.e.n.s
When did everyone become obsessed with myspace? like a year ago
When did you start school? when i was 6?
When is your birthday? May 15 1987
When did you last go to the mall? last week
When did you last buy a new pair of pants? same
When did you last burn a candle? right now!
When were you last at school? Wednesday
When did you last see your mom?: 5 minutes ago
so today was a pretty boring day. woke up WAY too early, so i laid down on the couch, put on The Notebook and fell back asleep. went to work at 2:30 .. came home at 6 ish. and wow that wass my totally exciting day... NOT!
after i came home and had dinner i dyed my hair. it always looks so awesome after i dye it. i just wish it would STAY that awesome haha
now im gonna jump in bed watch my movie and think about how much life sux... and how much i miss sumone that i guess i shouldnt miss. its gonna be a hell of a long weekend... tomo is gonna be great tho. not really but i have my guitar lesson which makes me pretty stoked to go to sleep and wake up.
i just wish that i could get you off my mind. its like everywhere i look theres sumthign that reminds me of you. it just blows... ok im gonna go watch my sappy love movie, cry my eyes out, and then passsss out!
[ p!nky :-/ ]
"where should i go
what should i do
i dont understand what you want from me
cuz i dont know if i can trust you
or all of the things youve said to me"
1) First name : Lauren
2) Middle name: Tara
3) Last name: Dalton
4.) Nickname(s): cupcake, L-Da, Pinky
5.) Gender: Female
6.) Age: 18
7.) Birthday: May 15th
8.) Hair color: Dark Brown
9.) Eye color: Green..and blue sumtimes
10.) Race: White
11.) Do you wear glasses or contacts: No
12.) Do you have braces: No
13.) Is your hair long or short: inbetween
14.) Where were you born: Madison, Nj
15.) Current location: RoxBury, Nj
16.) Zodiac sign: Taurus.
17.) How many languages do you know: 1 1/2
18.) Nationality: American
19.) Bad habits: Cracking my knuckles
20.) Piercings you have: ears & cartilage
21.) Piercings you want: NOSE! & bellybutton
22.) Tattoos you have: none yet
23.) Tattoos you want: a little star sumwhere
24.) Today's date: 03.28.06
25.) The time: 9:58 PM
26.) Ready for a bunch more questions:Yup
. : family : .
27.) Mother's name: Brenda
28.) Father's name: Michael Gary
29.) Step-parent's names, if any:--
30.) Brother(s)'s name(s):--
31.) Sister(s)'s name(s):--
32.) Favorite aunt:Aunt Renee
33.) Favorite uncle:Uncle Richard
34.) Favorite grandparent: Bette
35.) Worst relative: the ones that neglect me
36.) Best relative: Aunt Renee
37.) Do you get along with your parents: not really...
38.) Does anyone in your family understand you: yes and i love them for it
. : pets : .
39.) Do you have any pets: No
40.) What are their names: --
41.) What kind of animals are they: --
42.) Do you want more animals: Yes
43.) What kind: a dauschand^
. : school : .
44.) Are you still in school: Yes
45.) Did you drop out: NO
46.) Current gpa, or last gpa you got: 3.3
47.) Favorite grade: Senior Yr of HS
48.) Least favorite grade: 1-7
49.) Favorite teacher: Mr Wilkens
50.) Least favorite teacher: Mr. Collins
51.) Favorite subject: Science .
52.) Least favorite subject: English
53.) Do/did you buy lunch or bring it: buy
54.) Play any sports on the school's team: SOFTBALL!
55.) Do/did you do any extracurricular activities: Dane(hip-hop), Tae Kwon Do, Summer & Fall Ball
56.) Are/were you popular: Nope
57.) Favorite dance: My Sweet 16 kicked ass
58.) Favorite memory: Hockey Games w/Chrissy
59.) Least favorite dance: SR Prom
60.) Least favorite memory: 7th grade...desk collapsing on me...
61.) Most humiliating moment: ---^
. : favorites : .
62.) Number: 18 or 15
63.) Clothing brand: Aeropostale
64.) Shoes: Baby Phat
65.) Saying: Cry me a river build me a bridge and get over it
66.) Tv show: CSI
67.) Sport: SOFTbALL!!!!!
68.) Vegetable: Tomato
69.) Fruit: Strawberries
70.) Movie: The Notebook
71.) Magazine: Cosmopolitan or Cosmo Girl
72.) Actor: Kevin Costner
73.) Actress: Julia Stiles
74.) Candy: Starburst
75.) Gum: Bubble Yum
76.) Scent: Curious, Goddess, Clinique Happy
77.) Candy bar: Mr. Good Bar
78.) Ice cream flavor: Vanilla
79.) Color: PINK!!!!!!!!
80.) Season: Spring
81.) Holiday: Valentines Day
82.) Band: Sugarcult
83.)Singer: Jack Johnson
84.) Group: Dashboard Confessional
85.) Rapper: Eminem
86.) Type of music: Everything..
87.) Thing in your room: my guitar :-)
88.) Place to be: driving in my car w.loud music
89.) Radio station: Z100
90.) Tv channel: whatever is on lol
92.) Overall food: Salad? lol
93.) Store: Aeropostale
94.) Shoe brand: Skechers
95.) Fast food: helllll no lol
96.) Restaurant: Bennigans, Johnny Rockets
97.) Shape: Star
98.) Time of day: None
99.) Country: America
100.) State: Ohio..ALL THE WAY bABY!
101.) Boys name: Matthew
102.) Girls name: Kirstin
103.) Mall: GSP..even tho ive been there once
104.) Video game: GTA:Vice City
105.) Shampoo: John Frieda
106.) Board game: Monopoly
107.) Computer game: Csi, The Sims, Pong
108.) Car: Thunderbird, Prowler, Ford GT
109.) Music video: The Middle-Jimmy Eat World
110.) Swear word: Fuck
110.) Word: Dude, Yo
111.) Month: May
112.) Cartoon character: Tom 'n' Jerry
113.) Scary movie: Jason vs Freddy
114.) Team: Miami Dolphins, Yankees
115.) Possession: its a secret ;-)
. : this or that : .
116.) Rock or rap: Rock
117.) Rock or pop: Rock
118.) Rock or r&b: Rock
119.) Rock or metal: Rock
120.) Rap or pop: Pop
121.) Rap or r&b: R&B
122.) Rap or metal: Rap
123.) Pop or r&b: Pop
124.) Pop or metal: Pop
125.) R&b or metal: R &B
126.) Linkin park or Limp Bizkit: LP
127.) Tool or Korn: Korn
128.) Salena or Jennifer Lopez: J-Lo
129.) Hot or cold: Cold
130.) Winter or summer: Summer
131.) Spring or fall: Spring
132.) Shakira or Britney: Britney
133.) ICP or Eminem: Eminem
134.) Marilyn Manson or Rob Zombie:Rob Zombie
135.) Kittie or Garbage: Garbage
136.) MTV or VH1: BOTH!
137.) Buffy or Angel: Neither
138.) Dawson's creek or gilmore girls: DC
139.) Football or Basketball: Football
140.) Summer olympics or winter olympics: summer...cuz of Softball!
141.) Skiing or Snowboarding: Snowboarding
142.) Rollerblading or Skateboarding:Rollerblading
143.) Black or white: White
144.) Orange or red: Red
145.) Yellow or green: Green
146.) Purple or pink: Pink!!!!!!!!!!!!
147.) Slipknot or mudvayne : Neither
148.) Hot topic or pac sun: Pac Sun
149.) Inside or outside:Inside
150.) Weed or alcohol: umm... Alcohol of course
152.) Cell phone or pager: Cell phone
153.) Pen or pencil: Pen
154.) Powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: Angels
155.) Scooby doo or dino: Scooby Doo!
156.) Dragon Ball Z or Pokemon: NO!
157.) Star Wars or Star Trek: Star Wars
158.) Tattoos or piercings: soon !!
159.) Prep or punk: Prep
160.) Slut or whore: Slut..no 1 likes a hor
. : private life : .
161.) Do you have a boyfriend: No
162.) Do you have a crush: No
163.) Do you love anyone right now: No
164.) Have you ever been in love: Yes
165.) Who was your first kiss: Ross B
166.) How many hearts of have you broken: 2
167.) How many people broke your heart: 4
168.) Best quote to sum up love: If you love me let me know, if u dont then let me go
169.) So what is your crush like: Funny, Italian haha, but not cool at all LOL
170.) Do you have a picture of him/her: No
171.) Do you have a picture of yourself: Yea?
172.) Do you go by looks or personality: Personality
173.) Ever kiss a friend: Yes
174.) Are you still friends: Yes
175.) So moving along... Do you smoke: Sumtimes
176.) Do you smoke weed:Yes
177.) Ever trip on acid: No
178.) How about a little x: No
179.) Crack, heroin, anything else: No
180.) Beer good or beer bad: ehh both
181.) Are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: Yeah theyre the bomb!
182.) Do you like smirnoff ice: Hell Yes
183.) Prefer beer or liquor:Liquor
184.) What kind of cigarettes do you smoke: Newports
. : would you ever : .
185.) Bungee jump: Maybe
186.) Sky dive: Prolly Not lol
187.) Swim with dolphins: Yes
188.) Scuba dive: Yes.
189.) Go rock climbing: No
190.) Eat shit for $1,000,000: EWW no
191.) Turn your back on your friends for personal gain: NO
192.) Steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: Yes lol
193.) Cross-dress: NO
194.) Lie to the police: May-b
195.) Run from the police: No
196.) Lie to your parents: Yes
197.) Walk up to a stranger and kiss them: No
198.) Be an exotic dancer: May-b
199.) Walk out of a restaurant without paying: No
200.) Streak: Sure
. : your friends : .
201.) Best friend: Chrissy
202.) Known longest: Carolyn
203.) Wish you talked to more: you ;-)
204.) Wish you saw more: all my friends
205.) How many friends do you think you have: more than i can count on two hands
206.) Who drives you insane after a while:
no comment...
207.) Who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: Chrissy Vinnie Kris Caro Seana
208.) Ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': No and i dont want to
209.) Can always make you laugh: Vinnie !! & Chrissy haha
210.) Hot tempered: dunno
211.) Most impatient: Melinda
212.) Shortest: Carolyn
213.) Tallest: i dunno actually
214.) Skinniest: uhh...?
215.) Nicest: Mike
216.) Best personality: Chrissy
217.) Biggest drug user: my friends say No to Drugs! haha just like me :-)
. : have you ever : .
218.) Flashed someone: Yes
219.) Told the person you liked how you felt: Yes
220.) Been to Michigan: No
221.) Gotten really REALLY wasted: uh huh
222.) Gone to jail or juvi: No.
223.) Skateboarded: yes
224.) Skinny dipped: No
225.) Stolen anything: Yea
226.) Wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: No
227.) Kicked someone's ass: mm hmm
228.) Pegged someone in the head with a snowball: Yes
229.) Broke a beer bottle:Ye No
230.) Gotten into a bar, under-aged: Not yet
231.) Kissed someone of the same sex: Yes
232.) Flipped someone off: Yes
233.) Gone on a road trip: Yes
234.) Gone on vacation without adult supervision: No
235.) Been to a concert: Yes
236.) Been to another country: No
237.) Talked back to an adult: Yes
238.) Got pulled over: No.
239.) Got in a car accident: No
240.) Given money to a homeless person: No
241.) Tried to kill yourself: Nope
242.) Cried to get out of trouble: Yes lol
243.) Kissed a brother or sister's friend: No
244.) Dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: Never thats gross!
. : opinions : .
245.) What do you think about pop music:Yes
246.) About boy bands?: pretty good
247.) About flag burning:wrong..jus wrong
248.) Of the war on terrorists: GRRR!
249.) About suicide: losers...
250.) About people who try to force their opinions on you: Jerks!
251.) About abortion: Pro-LIFE!
252.) About rock/metal music: Love it..rock
253.) Where do you think you'll be in 10 years: FBi hopefully
254.) Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: u no who u are :-)
. : what did you do : .
255.) Last birthday: dinner w.my best !
256.) Yesterday: School
257.) Last weekend: Spring Break! dunno
258.) Christmas: Aunts
259.) Thanksgiving: Aunts
260.) New year's eve: Sams House
261.) Halloween: Party
262.) Easter: Grandmas
263.) Valentine's day: alone...
. : the last : .
263.) Thing you ate: Pb&j
264.) Thing you drank: Tea
265.) Thing you wore: Work Shirt
266.) Place you went: Work
267.) Thing you got pierced/tattooed: Ears
268.) Person you saw: Work ppl
269.) Person you kissed: uhmm..shh! secret
270.) Song you heard: 24-Switchfoot
. : now : .
271.) What are you eating: Nothin
272.) What are you drinking: Nothin
273.) What are you wearing: jeans and a tank top
274.) Any shoes on: Socks
275.) Hair: Pony Tail
276.) Listening to: Boyfriend-Ashlee Simpson
277.) Talking to anyone: Yes
278.) Are you pissed I made this so long: No.
. : yes or no : .
279.) Are you a vegetarian: Partially
280.) Do you like cows: Yes
281.) Are you a bitch: Yes
282.) Are you artistic: No
283.) Do you write poetry: Yes
284.) Are you a fast runner: No
285.) Can you ski: No
286.) Are you british: NO
287.) Do you want to spear britney: No
288.) Do the voices talk to you: No
289.) Did you ever give barbie a haircut: NO
290.) Would you eat mac &cheese with hot dogs in it: EWW
291.) Do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland':NO
292.) Are you straight: Yes.
293.) Are you stupid: i can be
294.) Are you fat: No
295.) Are you skinny: No
296.) Are you short: No
297.) Are you tall: Yes
298.) Do you own a hot pink shirt: Yes
299.) How about orange pants: No
300.) Can you see the flying monkeys: YES!
301.) Are you evil: No..i dont think
302.) Did you ever know someone who had a mullet: Yes
303.) Do you like Marilyn Manson: No
304.) Are you secretly from another planet: No
305.) Do you shop at Hot Topic: Nope
. : random questions : .
306.) If you could be any animal, what would you be: A dolphin
307.) If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be: Green Olives
308.) Do you remember any of your dreams: yes
309.) Do you dream in color or black and white: Color
310.) Do you admit when you need help with a problem: Not usually
311.) Can people read you like a book: No, but Chrissy can
312.) What's your biggest fear:Being raped
313.) Do you talk a lot: i can
314.) Are you afraid of clowns: Not really
315.) Do you like spiders: No
316.) How about grape kool-aid: uh uh no grape
317.) Can you drive: Yes
318.) Are you spoiled: ABSoLUTELY
319.) Are you anti-social: No
320.) Do you see dumb people: Everyday
321.) Do you see dead people: No
322.) Any last words: I Am Me and I Wont Change For Anyone But Me
323.) Now that this is over, what are you going to do: watch Looney Tunes!
soooooo havent posted in maddd long!
i should be doing my homework but really..who does there homework haha its on my list of things to do honestly! i have a precalc test this thursday and a chem test like next week! gotta get good grades, even tho ima be at CCM next year anyway :-
yesterday was a pretty good day. i had classes from 11:30-4:30. then i came home had sum quick dinner then met up with Vinnie before Forensics at 6:30. umm that class was pretty fun. except for the fact that vinnie got fingerprint ink ALLL OVER MY ARM ..grrr lol but ya we didnt do shit other than that whole mess haha then we went out and got coffee where i proceeded to drool coffee down my chin lol on the way home i made sum illegal turns and ran a stop sign cuz im jus blonde like that.
today i had to go to work early. so i worked from 12-6 and then came home and chickened out of getting my nose pierced cuz everyone at work freaked me out! ugghhh ...not cool. and now im "sitting here, waiting for "him" to come online, and wishing i didnt have homework to do haha
pEaCe oUt <333
so.. this is what it allll comes down to.
four hard years of hs and a diploma and this is what it gets me. seeing roxbury empty of all the people i know sucks so much i cant even begin to explain. while all my friends are out around campus and doing whatever else there is to do. im sitting here feeling sorry for myself. i feel so alone.. actually i am alone. theres like no one around and even the people that are around are getting old.(not chrissy and ryan lol). now i have to wonder what the fuck im gonna do with myself for the rest of this god forsaken year i have to spend at CCM. THEN i even have to worry about where the hell im gonna go when i get out. i hate it..i really do.
ok i think ive vented enuff for right now. plus im getting kinda bored.
lev comments..theyre appreciated