SECOx804: hey detectivezim: hey detectivezim: sup SECOx804: not much you detectivezim: talking to some guy named richard detectivezim: he's a very interesting person detectivezim: soo... SECOx804: sounds fun detectivezim: we have to put lucky to sleep SECOx804: bout time detectivezim: yeaah SECOx804: so nething else new SECOx804: hershey killed another dog yet detectivezim: not that we know of SECOx804: lol SECOx804: has dustin got his tux yet detectivezim: no... lol... he has no dinero SECOx804: wel then your dad spent 40 bucks on prom tickets for nothing then detectivezim: yeah.... he's not willing to do anything about it. i had to work for my money SECOx804: work for your money for what? detectivezim: money in general SECOx804: oh detectivezim: it's a good thing to have SECOx804: yeah detectivezim: so what have you been up to lately detectivezim: you should've gone to the island with us over the weekend detectivezim: we got a new lot with a deck SECOx804: i went to the race SECOx804: i know i seen the lot when i went down there and dustin told me detectivezim: it looks a lot better with our camper attached to it SECOx804: nice detectivezim: well it does... and the water is warm enough to swim in... and our little "stick throwing" island is bigger because of the storm last weekend SECOx804: nice detectivezim: yes... very nice. some rather large sticks may have washed on shore too detectivezim: and according to julie the crabs are going to kill dustin because he smashed one of their crab buddies trying to play baseball with it SECOx804: lol SECOx804: thats funny detectivezim: yeah not to me since i was the one that was in the direction of the splatter SECOx804: wheres a good resturant to eat at SECOx804: like one you have to make reservations in detectivezim: umm... idk about reservations but the olive garden.... the cheesecake factory..... idk SECOx804: olive gardens out i dont wanna go there detectivezim: why not SECOx804: cause we went on homecoming and i really dont like there food detectivezim: well... idk of any other places really SECOx804: i dont either SECOx804: but thanks detectivezim: np detectivezim: so did you rent a tux SECOx804: hell no i odnt do tux's i get a suit and it looks awsome detectivezim: mhm detectivezim: i still have your red tie detectivezim: and your black tie detectivezim: and your underwear SECOx804: i want that black one back NOW SECOx804: thats a real silk tie SECOx804: and it was very expensive detectivezim: yeah i'm sure it was SECOx804: im serious my grandpa bought it for me SECOx804: that tie was like 60 bucks SECOx804: if ne thing happened to it im gunna flip detectivezim: i never said i wouldn't give it back SECOx804: well your going to give it back SECOx804: i didnt know you had it SECOx804: bring it to school tomarrow detectivezim: i called you and told you i had it detectivezim: after the winter formal SECOx804: you told me you ahd the red one detectivezim: i stole it remember? and i called you afterwards SECOx804: you never said you had the black on detectivezim: you didn't wear the red one to the WF SECOx804: oh yeah but i thought you gave it back and took my red one detectivezim: did i? SECOx804: i thought you did but i cant find it hear detectivezim: i think i did too b/c it was on my door for months and now it's not detectivezim: the red one is tho SECOx804: i dont have the black one detectivezim: i'll look for it... SECOx804: plz do detectivezim: ok detectivezim: do you want your red one back SECOx804: i really dont care about that one its the black one i want back SECOx804: wanna see my suit detectivezim: umm k SECOx804 wants to directly connect. detectivezim is now directly connected. SECOx804: SECOx804: did you get it detectivezim: yeah detectivezim: so much for the zuit suit idea SECOx804: couldnt find one detectivezim: damn SECOx804: my dad wouldnt get one off line detectivezim: what are you doing afterwards? i think most of us are meeting here SECOx804: im goin to a party SECOx804: r u goin to prom??? SECOx804: .......... detectivezim: yeah i'm going SECOx804: who you goin with? detectivezim: a guy named richard SECOx804: junior? detectivezim: yeah... it's not really official but he likes me a lot and i said i would lhang out with him... detectivezim: he gave me a sob story. i couldn't resist SECOx804: wow thats impressive detectivezim: ? SECOx804: but hey if you cant get em the right way just make em feel bad for you detectivezim: he gave ME a sob story. not the other way around SECOx804: i know SECOx804: i was just say;n he sounds like a winner detectivezim: oh shut up at least i have someone SECOx804: you say that like i dont detectivezim: aaaanyway... we need to change the subject now SECOx804: yeah this one is going to hell SECOx804: neway wat to talk about now detectivezim: did you figure out a restaurant yet SECOx804: yeah cheese cake factory detectivezim: HA... lol that was just a random name that popped into my head SECOx804: ive herd its a excellant place to eat detectivezim: guys who aren't fags shouldn't use words like "excellant" or "lol" SECOx804: w/e SECOx804: you know your always talking about how i am so mean to people and everything but your the one thats mean to begin with and that gets me started detectivezim: you are mean detectivezim: i'm just trying to make conversation SECOx804: yeah calling me a fag is makeing conversation SECOx804: you know i hate being called that detectivezim: ok ok ok ok ok ok ok SECOx804: i have to say one more thing then im done SECOx804: you always get pissed at me for being so mean to you but you are the one that constantly do the things that piss me off and maybe you dont realize your doing it it just the bitch in you but in case youve been wondering why im not around that much nemore its that very reason SECOx804: im not gunna go somewhere where i know someone is going to piss me off if im there long SECOx804: im not trying to be mean by saying that im just stateing a fact detectivezim: excuse me for saying one little thing. and you haven't exactly realized how different you are. if you want to know read your sitdiary. you were a much better person then and i hate what you've become. and we get along for the most part but the littlest things set you off detectivezim: www.sitdiary.net detectivezim: there i even sent you the link SECOx804: wat exactly am i suppose to be looking at SECOx804: and wats up with the last comment you left on my site detectivezim: i don't remember SECOx804: but wat am i suppose to be looking at SECOx804: ??????/ detectivezim: idk you have like 20 enties and half of them are "dammit i'm so fucking bored it's not even funny ok ttyl" SECOx804: um like 3 are detectivezim: ooh read the entry b4 it SECOx804: the thingy you wrote for me? SECOx804: which im very greatful for by the way detectivezim: what thingy SECOx804: the gov't paper you worte for me detectivezim: ooh riiiiight SECOx804: so wat about it SECOx804: you said look at it detectivezim: yeah that was aggrivating SECOx804: ims ry detectivezim: it's ok. detectivezim: idk i just thought since you wrote it when you hung out with me julie and dustin then maybe it would have some meaning SECOx804: its a school paper i was giving you so you could add to SECOx804: what would that mean to me detectivezim: what??? no i mean reading the whole diary detectivezim: hello detectivezim: i'm guessing you're reading detectivezim: a subtle hello would be nice SECOx804: yeah but all im seeing is how much liked you SECOx804: im not seeing nethingelse SECOx804: i mean most of them are to you or for you or about you or something we did together SECOx804: or a convo we had detectivezim: idk you wanted to know how much you've changed. that's all i could think of detectivezim: julie told me it was a good idea SECOx804: the only thing that has changed is me acually being me and not watching my self around you SECOx804: you really didnt realize how much i acually changed to try and fit in more with you and get closer to you SECOx804: i mean i know it was hard to cause of the things id say like im not gunna change blah blah blah detectivezim: yeaah SECOx804: you dont belieave nething i say so theres no point in talking about it detectivezim: i do believe you SECOx804: sure sounds like it detectivezim: why in the world can we not stop trying to slit each other's throats? i mean.. geeeez... we were sopposed to be friends forever... remember that? this is so retarded SECOx804: man im reading you and umm i think its richard....yeah yall convo and he had a pretty good lil plan for talking to you it set up perfect detectivezim: what? SECOx804: i was just say i dont think you belieave most nething i say SECOx804: your friend richard SECOx804: he played the sob card really good detectivezim: yeah i know he's like in love with me detectivezim: he's still talking to me about whether or not i like his hair. wtf? SECOx804: yeah you ahve that effect on people detectivezim: ? SECOx804: prep detectivezim: he's in a band. a metal band. he's the drummer. he's not a prep detectivezim: he has a SD. linearity SECOx804: hes talking about his hair detectivezim: yes. he is. i have no idea why. SECOx804: if he aint a prep hes gay or bi detectivezim: yeah right seth SECOx804: i mean have a ever asked you if you like me hair or talked about it other than to say i got it cut and i hate it it looks dumb detectivezim: do you realize that you're trying to convince me that there's something wrong with this guy? what's wrong with you? SECOx804: im not trying to convince you im stating a point detectivezim: why? what possible reason would you have for trying to make me feel like crap because the guy who's on love with me talks about his hair detectivezim: you are a strange, strange person SECOx804: im not trying to make you feel like crap SECOx804: if i was trying to do that then we wouldnt be talking right now cause wed both be really pissed detectivezim: yes we would detectivezim: i think this is the longest convo we've had in a month SECOx804: yeah i think so to detectivezim: yep detectivezim: anyways SECOx804: but dont think im trying to deter you from fnding someone else. or downgrade them or w/e i hope you find someone else i think it would be better for both of us detectivezim: i think it would too detectivezim: maybe then we'd get along SECOx804: maybe SECOx804: i know you dont like makayla but it is what it is detectivezim: don't expect me to be getting together with richard anytime soon. we have a lot in common but he's not the liking type detectivezim: i'm fine with makayla. in fact i've had a few full conversations with her. and you seem happy so it doesn't bother me other than the fact that you've changed so effin much SECOx804: im not saying you should get with him or shouldnt i dont know and really dont care.. im just saying that if and when you do i think itll make things easier detectivezim: why do you think that SECOx804: ok about that you and julie and stacey say ive changed and my parents do to but i know loads of people that say diffrent and dustin hasnt said nething one way or the other detectivezim: he's said stuff to us SECOx804: you know maybe i have changed good bad indifferent , w/e but put your self in my position.... you and julie telling me that you wont talk to me if i go out with her calling her a slut and fat and all this stuff but yet you dont even really know her and then after the myspace thing i found out from to very good resources that you julie and stacey were all talking behind my back detectivezim: what myspace thing? SECOx804: stacey shortly after i found this out told me how she felt to my face so i didnt have a problem with her, and you kinda said somethin about it but not really and then it really hurt me that julie was talking behind my back but wouldnt say nething to my face still really hasnt detectivezim: and no, it's not like that. i told you i'm fine with makayla. it was just so damn weird at first and i didn't like what you were doing and the next thing i know she's going around telling people that she's gonna kick me and julie's asses because we "looked at her weird" SECOx804: no that wasnt it detectivezim: so what was? SECOx804: alot of people came up to me and her saying yall were talking about us SECOx804: this was that week none of us talked at all detectivezim: we barely ever talk about you, and if we do it's nothing that i wouldn't say to your face. SECOx804: well say it to my face first so when people come to me saying stuff it wont piss me off SECOx804: i hate people talking behind my back detectivezim: ok. i was joking about the "more to love" thing... and i already told you what i thought of her so you shouldn't have a problem with me... idk about julie. SECOx804: i really dont with you detectivezim: so that leaves julie SECOx804: or stacey im just skeptical of julie now cause 2 very good resources have told me somethings shes said about me although i dont remember what it was i remember it was bad and pissed me the fuck off detectivezim: i'm thinking it was about the myspace pictures? SECOx804: yeah detectivezim: yeah she didn't like those very much SECOx804: i noticed detectivezim: yeaah i was mad about it at first and then i realized that it wasn't really that big of a deal detectivezim: accually i wasn't really mad... it was more of a sickening feeling SECOx804: thats what i kept saying it aint that big a deal yet yall are all on it like whit on rice SECOx804: ??????/ detectivezim: ? SECOx804: i told you i liked the pain SECOx804: but nooooooooooohell no you wouldnt do it detectivezim: no it was more like "god i can't believe i used to kiss him" and putting that together with you kissing makayla made me sick detectivezim: no i wouldn't cuz i knew you would show it off detectivezim: and a lot of people aren't too fond of you and makayla because you showed it off detectivezim: so HA SECOx804: acually it was her idea not mine SECOx804: i was just gunna put the 2 of me and her on there detectivezim: yeah julie said it was her idea detectivezim: i don't think she can accept the fact that you're like that now SECOx804: im like what SECOx804: ???? detectivezim: me and you kissed, but we didn't take pictures of it to post all over myspace. dustin and julie kiss and crap like that, but they don't show everybody... you just seem like you want to rub it in everybody's faces that you have a girlfriend who will give you whatever you want SECOx804: the camera wasnt m idea detectivezim: yeah julie's point is sounding right right now SECOx804: like ive said yeah it was dumb but it was fun and yall act like weve done nething more than make-out and bite each other detectivezim: i didn't say that. i said it wasn't that big of a deal to me. i'm just trying to make a point detectivezim: and god dammit this richard guy is annoying SECOx804: does he remind you of me when we first met or is he worse detectivezim: haha yeah i used to call you "annoying guy" detectivezim: you should read our first aim convo detectivezim: it's on my sitdiary somewhere SECOx804: yeah i know i read it every now and then detectivezim: kinda funny how things turned out SECOx804: yeha SECOx804: yeah** SECOx804: we were looking for 2 seperate things detectivezim: yeah lol detectivezim: and i thought you were a loser for using me to find girls detectivezim: and you said "i wouldn't care if i had a g/f who didn't even pay attention to me" and then you were always saying "i can't play halo because i crave attention" SECOx804: the night i said i wouldnt care was a very weird night for me detectivezim: y? SECOx804: i found out my brother was addicter to meth and he was missing and it was a bad night SECOx804: addicted detectivezim: yeah i kno you told me detectivezim: like that night SECOx804: yeah i wasnt really thinking right SECOx804: i hate being ignored thats another thing that got to me about you, you seemed to knowingly ignore me detectivezim: nah i was always like insecure or something SECOx804: i never noticed detectivezim: and now being single i always catch myself thinking that i've changed and i wouldn't be like that anymore detectivezim: idk detectivezim: i'm eating candy ciggarettes SECOx804: lol SECOx804: thats funny SECOx804: cancer candy detectivezim: i'm eating myself. ahh! detectivezim: oh yeah... cancer from sugar lol SECOx804: lol detectivezim: i think you can accually get liver cancer or something SECOx804: diabeits detectivezim: .... another very stupid fact we've shared with each other.... SECOx804: lol SECOx804: wanna play the question game? detectivezim: kk SECOx804: u or me detectivezim: u SECOx804: ok ummmmmm SECOx804: if we got back together wat would be different? detectivezim: i probably wouldn't be so insecure... cuz i've convinced myself that i'm not anymore SECOx804: you wont know till you have another relationship SECOx804: or a one night stand detectivezim: lol riiight detectivezim: ok umm... detectivezim: what do you hate most about yourself SECOx804: my physical strength and(this is going to sound girly) how emotional i am detectivezim: you are very emotional lol SECOx804: i know i cant do nehting about it its just how i am detectivezim: detectivezim: how'd you know me? llehctiM drahciR: well when you find someone attractive you get a glance at them as much as you can detectivezim: i now have a stalker SECOx804: well i get where hes coming from but yeah thats kinda weird to say to a girl detectivezim: yeah lol detectivezim: ok ur turn SECOx804: ok ummmmm SECOx804: wats one thing about me youd change right now?(not including changing me back to how i was) SECOx804: brb have to pee detectivezim: k lol SECOx804: baq detectivezim: k detectivezim: i'd change you're tough attitude SECOx804: elaberate plz detectivezim: you brag too much detectivezim: nuf saif detectivezim: d SECOx804: oh ok SECOx804: u turn detectivezim: if you could change something about me wat would it be SECOx804: ummmm SECOx804: id change your inoccent lil pre-skool kid mind to that of reality detectivezim: elaborate... SECOx804: you have this weird lil out-look about the world and guys thats so ahh wats the word SECOx804: storybook like that its irritateing detectivezim: example? SECOx804: dustin gave you a false veiw on how guys are detectivezim: ? SECOx804: he hides alot of the things he thinks SECOx804: hes not open like say um me detectivezim: yeh SECOx804: i mean from what i can tell im a normal everyday guy and youve told julie more than once that i seemed to be the worst thing in the world after we started going out detectivezim: yeah detectivezim: you're not that normal to me SECOx804: but im normal to the world detectivezim: suuuure you are detectivezim: is it my turn yet? SECOx804: no detectivezim: oh yeah it's your turm detectivezim: n SECOx804: i can show you even let you meet and talk to more guys like me than you can find of the type of guy you think is normal SECOx804: ok i have a good question that ive wondered time after time detectivezim: ook... SECOx804: do you honestly think your brother doesnt look at porn and think like i do? detectivezim: no i know he looks at porn and thinks like you do detectivezim: je may watch himself when he's around you or julie but he walks around in his underwear and talks about disgustin shit all the time SECOx804: i dont see why he acts differnt around me i mean im glad he dont walk around in his underware but you know what i mean detectivezim: idk maybe he cares more about it than you do. and it would have worked out a lot more between us if you did. that's probably why i felt so insecure SECOx804: i know and i acually tried to somewhat SECOx804: but i cant just not be me SECOx804: this is how me and my friends in indy are and even the girls i hung out with detectivezim: dustin is exactly like you... idk i guess SECOx804: no hes not SECOx804: mine comes natural i dont try to think of come back they just pop in my head SECOx804: how i am just comes natural detectivezim: yeah i know SECOx804: your turn detectivezim: ok..... if you could change something about yourself what would it be SECOx804: id make my nervousness go away when i talk to girls SECOx804: othats a very annoying part of me detectivezim: you were never nervous with me SECOx804: thats because when i first met you i thought you were twelve for like 4 or 5 hours, id been talking to you and hadnt thought of you as g/f material and acually didnt for a while till after i got dustin and julie together detectivezim: yeah that's expected SECOx804: so see i already knew you and had talked to you lots detectivezim: yeah SECOx804: like say we were at the mall and yyou said hey go talk to her SECOx804: i couldnt do it SECOx804: i cant start a convo SECOx804: if someone else does then im good i can keep it going detectivezim: nice detectivezim: i'm tiiired SECOx804: me to detectivezim: i'll talk to you tomorrow if we can stay civilized lol SECOx804: lol SECOx804: kk nighyt SECOx804: night** detectivezim: nite