This time it's all you, left alone, abandoned. raped and muffeld. i spent my time, did what i had to to stang up and dust you off. came to the water, took a drink, to swallow down my pride. bring the day, came along a far. forever i hurt, forever i will, be a slave in shains which are locked to your heart. With the key in your eyes, i look to you for freedom in pain. to your dismay i wait in your shadows, the shadows of your light. the bright light you shine down on me. looking at me with shame, you turn away. i will never be me, in your shadow, i will never be free in your eyes. So let me be, unlock the key in your deep shallowed heart. lok to me, see it in me, i will be me! i will be free! You show my pain, see my hurt. but you will never feel me, the real suffering in all you'll ever be, you will never be me! It has come time to let you be, to let myself see, the being you made of me! i've found my own key, picked my way out of your lock, let myself free, of your torn soul, happy and dead, your soul is what you seem to see in me. Not me, not anymore... i wrote that.. april 20th this year.. yea.. i'll talk to ya all later! -Sara