WOW the world seems to amaze me. right when i believe it had givin up on me.. something great in my life suddenly comes in.. it has been there the whole time. right before my face! i've found that my life is growing tremendously. I'm changing so much. i don't kno if this is good or not. but mentally i've changed. i'm thinkin differently about my past. Yes i'm scared of being hurt agian, but who isn't? I'm just gonna take this risk for once.. it only took me about ten moths to figure it out tho. He is so sweet, should i believe him, his feelings he claims to have? i'm scared of being tricked again, of the betrayal. nothing hurts more than that. I'm also afraid i'm goin to screw this all up, worrying if he is true or not. i could lose something that could be the best thing that happens to me. We talked about takin it real slow so we do it right so that we make it. And i think he is perfect for me. We talk too much too! I'm hoping this works for me, for him. I need this. more than anything right now. I had never thought it'd be me and him.. I'm sooo frik'N happy right now! I hope he is too.. ~Sara