Today has been quite...interesting. I talked to someone I never thought I would talk to for about an hour. It was definitely needed though. I think we both needed to say some stuff to each other. We both are kinda feeling the same thing...just from different aspects...her as the girlfriend and me as the good friend. I was very shocked to see that she messaged me today. I never really thought she would. I seriously sat here for like a minute or so before I messaged her back. Anyways...We're not sure what's going on right now with a certain someone. You all pretty much have heard about this someone in like every one of my entries. She was just wondering if I knew what was going on...since I'm like one of his really good friends. But I'm just as confused as her. I know he gets into periods like this but never for this long. He's also hard to read sometimes. You never fully know what affects him and he doesn't really share his feelings. All I can really say to her is...do what your heart is telling you. College is only a few weeks away...a new chapter in your life is about to begin. You're going to meet new people and create new memories. If what is back home is meant to be...nothing will get in the way. But you have to realize that you DO have the right to be happy and no one should cause you pain and sadness. It may feel like ending this relationship...or any relationship for that matter...is the wrong thing to do at the time but in the end it might not be. Don't let anyone bring you down. I'm sure you've probably heard all of this before...but it's the truth. You have to do what's right for YOU...no one else. Do whatever makes you happy. If that's ending the relationship, then so be it...if it's staying in the relationship, that's fine to. Just remember that things are hard sometimes. Maybe this is just a test from God to see how much you can handle...or maybe it's a test from 'him' trying to see how far you can go before you let him go. Well that's my advise for the day. Remember if you need to talk...I'm here. I don't know how much good I will do...since he's not really talking to me either. But I'm at least here to listen. Anyways...nothing else really happening in my life. BSB concert on Friday...can't wait. And I can't wait for tomorrow night...camping and swimming at a friends house with a few of the favorites...YAY!!! Nighty night y'all...sweet dreams... ((hugs)) ~*K*~ 2 MORE DAYS!!!...can't f'in WAIT!!!...at least I have something to look forward to...since these boys...no wait...MEN don't disappoint... :-D