Wow...havn't been here in over a MONTH!!! I guess that's because nothin really new is goin on in my life. Just the same old same old. Well not exactly. My life use to be filled with drama and somethin new happenin each day. Even though it was very drainin on me...it kept me on my toes. It seemed then I was ALWAYS doin somethin. Now though, I do like nothin. I go to school, do my homework, and then on weekends I go to work. That's it...that's what my life has become. I thought these years were suppose to be my most fun and memorable. I guess not. Oh well I guess. No added stress in my life. I guess that's a good thing. Anyways...on to something else. You know I'm really sick of the high school bull shit that keeps on happenin here in college. Seriously! I thought I left that kiddish stuff behind when I left good OLD Mahanoy. But I guess I was wrong. I sick of people being so bitchy to people. There is this one girl here I like want to kill. She is so RUDE!!! Grow up already!!! Just become someone is a little different that everyone else and thinks things are funny that you don't, doesn't give you the right to make fun of them. Jeeze almighty!!! Also...I really REALLY sick of people talkin about other people behind their backs and thinkin that they know everythin that is goin on in other people's lives. You don't have the right to tell people everyone's little secrets...especially to like people that you really have no right to tell. Butt out of other people's business! You have you're OWN life to worry about...that should be enough. I also think people need to go out an explore the world on their own and make new relationships. You're not always gonna be with the same people day-in and day-out. People need to let go of the past sometimes. What happened happened and there is like nothin you can do about it. If things are suppose to be the way they were, then it will come back to you...but in it's own time and place. Gettin too TOO attached to somethin or someONE is not a very good thing. Believe me I know. You need to do things by yourself and with different people. Things change and you don't want them to hit you all at once and as one big surprise like it kinda did to me. So my advise for people out there is to go...enjoy life...make new relationships with people...whether is a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship or just a friendship...meetin new people and makin new adventures is one of the greatest things we can do. ((hugs)), Kristen