WOW!!! I haven't been here in a LOONNNGGGG time. Nothin really has been happenin in my life...it's begining again. Finals when good...except the two weeks before sucked...Christmas was GREAT and New Year's was eh. Anyways...I've had A LOT on my mind. I don't really know what to think any more. Life's been kinda weird lately. So let's begin... I'm not quite sure what to think about my life anymore. I'm not quite sure who I can and can't trust and who are and aren't my friends. I thought I SERIOUSLY figured all this out like last year but nope time seems to be repeating itself. I love all my friends and care about them deeply with like all my heart. But sometimes it feels like they don't care about me and that hurts...A LOT!!! I know there are a couple friends I can count on for anything and EVERYTHING...I know who they are and THEY know who they are. I am sooooo very greatful for those 4 people. But there are a couple friends I'm not sure about. I thought I could count on them for anything but lately they've been lettin me down. I feel like they are ignorin me or tryin to avoid me at any cost. I don't understand it. I don't know what I've done...and that like hurts the most. If I know what I've done...if I've done anything at all...I would be more ok with it. I wouldn't be so upset. UGH!!!! I need to know these things. I need to know who I can and can't trust, who are and aren't my friends, who cares and doesn't, etc. Even though I don't really show it but I'm very unsure of myself. I'm not that confident in some of the things I do...especially when it come to friends and trusting people. I guess that's it for now. Maybe I'll be back later....maybe.. 3 days til Spring semester begins...