So a lot of stuff has been happening this past coupla days, First off grandma died on Friday which was pretty sad, although I didn't really know her all that well (which is also pretty sad). So we all headed up to Wellington for the funeral. The funeral was nice, although I really hate watching people I care about upset, for some reason it just really gets to me. It was good to be able to see all the random people I know in Wellington though. Got home and got an email saying I made the NZ mens team to travel to the commonwealth cup in India! (although I am less excited about that than you might think cause it means I have to train every week with the new coach, who is one of those negative/angry/psycoticish type coaches) But still it should be a sweet trip, I mean how often in your life do you get to go to India? And now I have to get focused on study for my exams next week, cause if I don't I'm pretty much guaranteed to fail. But I really cant bring myself to care. And if you could hold your tongue long enough You'd see that all I am is love but I don't like me. I despise me.