sigh i hate it that i never seem to know what to say. like today a friend of mine mine came up to me crying and i had absolutely no idea what to say or do. Its like my mind went completely blank, i mean i wanted to help them but i couldn't figure out how. And its not even situations like that but just in general social interaction where i just never know how to act an so end up standing around feeling stupid. Its only really with a close group of friend that i feel comfortable... anywhere else i seem to be a perpetual outsider. Its so frustrating. Oh well i guess we are who we are. I want to know. How to get through this? Without choking up I want to know. How to get through this? Without choking up I can't feel you You're so far from me