So i lied the real reason that im depressed is beacuse i have there fealings about someone but i don't know if they feel the same way, they probably don't and that makes things worse. I don't even know why i feel this way its not liek love at first sight it't more like strong attraction at first sight. So when that time is over you are left empty because you never wanted to see that time end. and then you realize that that tiem coudl possibly be that last tiem you really get to spend tiem with that person. and to think about it that way makes you very depresseed! So now that i have just spilled my guts about my life im gonna go do something that might help e take my mind off of all of this shit! bye guys