Since my last update me and josh are talking and kinda hanging out again, i have dyed my hair again, and i am still without a guy. Im glad that josh and i are freinds again (not that we really ever were not, but we weren't exactly on good terms ((basically i was imature)) but i think you know what i mean)but i think the part that makes me most happy about it, is that he was the one who called me first to see where i was, and he was the one to hang out with em at clay terrace. I guess it's just nice to see that someone values my friendship (but maybe im wrong) As for the whole guy thing.... im just gonna give up and go lesbian. WOW! that would be weird, ok so no im not, but im just so frustrated that NO-ONE!!!! and i mean it no one likes me. but watever. I know its not realyl important... but i see my friends in these relationships and i feel left out. I know im not ugly and i know that guys will come, i'm just impatient and i want it NOW. But hey nothing else is going my way, so why should this be an exception right?! as for my hair.. yeah thats pretty self-explanatory....... i dyed it again. I really like it and i have gotten complements on it so i guess it looks good. Well thats about it for my sad, depressing life. (except for the hair of course)