SO yeah when i said before that my life was good but it probably wouldn't last... i was right i know shit happens in life i just wish it wouldn't always happen to me. I was happy, and then all this had to happen. i wish i had taken laura's advice and not gotten involved, but i did and it came back to bite me in the ass. O well, life goes on. I know i'll get over it, but these things take longer to get over than i wish they did. Thanks laura for listening to me when i complain, and im sorry i didn't listen to you. Next time i'll take your advice, cuz i never want this to happen to me again!!!!