So i thought that all of the drama might be letting up, but who am i kiding... that's never going to happen. So i started to realize that one of my friends wasn't acting normal anymore, and i knew that something was up, but i didn't realize that it would get me this upset. When you are firends with someone, you never expect the day to come, for them to want a break from you ( unless of course you are dating someone, then this would not be the case) [ but i definatly was not dating this person!] So anyways, i knew that something was wrong, so i tried talking to them, but they wouldn't tell me. So finally i got it out of them. Basically they told me that they needed time away from me and two of my other firends. I understood the fact that they wanted time away from one of the other people, but not from me ( i know that that might sound stuck up, but what i mean is that everything seemed fine, and then all of the sudden.... they basically don't want to talk to me or see me.) It hurt sooo bad!! But i can't totally blame them, shit happens and sometimes you just neec time away from people to figure out what you are doing in life.. i mean i've done it before... but i never expected it to happen like this, between me and this person, or for it to hurt this bad. I might be blowing this way out of perportion, but i can't help the way it affected me... even if i am wrong. So basically to make a long story short, i hope this doesn't end our friendship, and i hope that they don't think that i am a total ass for saying this on a public diary, but you know what, i don't give a shit what poeple think anymore, if they don't like me for who i am, then they don't have to talk to me! Sorry for boring y'all with my life problems, im sure i'll learn sooner or later that people just don't care sometimes.
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