so I got Fucked right up last night, fucked up beyond any recognition, I went to kyles, this was the first time I saw him in months so it was nice, we got really high and talked about things, it was nice to talk...esspecially when your high, I know I shouldn't smoke pot because of my asthma, I was having problems breathing last night, but hey im young. and then Aaron and his boyfriend kirk came over and I was tripping right out because Aaron kept calling me katty, I brought over some gin I stole from the liquor cabinet, I never ever want to see gin again....I drank about a quarter of a bottle to my self and then had 3 coolers, which wouldn't have been so bad but I was on an empty stomach and I was higher than a kite. at one point we all joined hands and yelled " Ya Ya".....man we were so gone. and then Anna, Rebecca and Rachael came over....it was weird, Rebecca thinks I want her, and I don’t so it was awkward. Rachael is going out with a chris...I wonder if it was the chris she was going out with before, the same Chris I spent hours and hours talking to, the same chris that tried to kiss me...I dont know. anyways they left and then Stacy came over, Rebecca’s ex-girlfriend Stacy, the one I heard so much about. but by that time I was going in and out of consciousness and could apparently started to mumble incoherent noises in her ear...im so suave I know. after that it gets hazy, anyways me and Kyle passed out together on the bed heh it was fun and I didn't have to worry about getting drunk and hooking up with anyone because they were all gay. aaron and kirk are really cute together. and Stacy slept on the foot of the bed, I woke up at about 5 and went to the bathroom, half way up the stairs I realized I had just started to go blind, I know from experience that when this happens im about to faint unless I sit down so I stumbled across a house I didn't know not being able to see anything, I some how managed to find the bathroom and I fell on the floor, my vision was slowly starting to come back when I puked all over myself, I got cleaned up and eventually went back to bed because everything hurt, Stacy gave me a ride home at 8am after I had puked 3 times...it was like the exorcist just when you dont think it's humanly possible to have any more liquid come out your mouth and nose it does...so I went home and laid down and puked a few more times....my kidneys hurt so bad. and even though I thought getting out and partying would make me happy and solve all my loneliness problems it really didn't, im still alone I was just mildly distracted. -kaitlyn (katty)