HAPPY ST PATRICKS DAY!!!! so, today I found some weed , I weighed it, it's about a gram. Meh, it's not much, but it's getting me stoned, and I didn't have to pay for it. I feel so happy, but I associate my happiness with drugs as I said before? I think and I don't think I can go on anymore with this nagging habit in my head. It's like , Ok need drugs now/bitchy, or spent money/need more. It sucks. It feels like my social life is ruined because I just always want to do drugs and everyone probably hates me for this, but it's just like being addicted to food. Food is horrible.Give us pills so we don't have to eat already! Food is the same thing as a drug. It's bad for you supposedly. It's a shame that we are all supposed to look the same or we are looked down upon. Ignorance is bliss. Girl's put their fingers down their throats because of society. Society should be damned. If you all think that me and Kaitlyn started this site to be serious about eating disorders. We aren't. We just want to show you how lame it is. If you can't lose weight exercising and eating healthy then you are fucking pathetic. Sure you can go a day or two without eating but don't do it all the same, at least eat something. And throwing up is disgusting. Trust me, I do enough of it when I drink. I don't want to do it all day long. Puke smells. Get over it.Oh , try this D-tox diet called Wildrose, or something. I have it right now and It sheds off the pounds. It's only for 12 days too. I'm sure you can stop throwing up for 12 days. Okay, I'm going now. I have people to do and things to see.