Feeling: reluctant
Well, today was pretty tight. I skipped school and went to a bar with Jonie. God, those tenders are stupid to think I'm 21. Wow. Well, I guess they just don't care. As long as they get paid....
After that we walked over to the park and hung out. I ran into Nick there, and his new boyfriend.... But screw that, who cares? Nick's an ass, I just feel sorry the guy he's screwing now.
When I got home, dad and Jen were clothes shopping, so I got some time alone. I checked my e-mail, and I can't believe who e-mailed me.... Alden!
Okay, I don't think enyone, even Sie, knows about him.... Well, when I went to England last summer with Nicole, we hooked up. We said we'd keep in touch but I haven't heard from him in soooo long.
He said that he misses me, and that he's coming to Anchorage next summer. I don't know if I'll be able to go up there next summer though.... It'll suck if I don't. I miss him so much.
Okay, I'm just gonna go now. I gotta call Brinni or she'll kill me, I skipped out on her yesterday.... :-S
(Jen=little sister, Nicole=big sister)
Cheerio
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Okay....... I feel pretty fucking bad right now...... When I called Brinni, we decided to go to the park and hang out for a while. So I drove over there and met her, and a few other people were there too. Reena was there with her bi boyfriend Creg, who I've liked for a while, and Tiffany and Steff and Alli were there. We hung out for a while, and then Reena and Creg started fighting over some stupid thing that I guess was going on for a while. Reena punched him, and I had to hold him back from hitting her back. I pulled him aside to calm him down, and we took a little walk through the woods so he could breathe. We talked for a while before going back to the park. When we go there everyone was gone except Alli. She had some pot with her, so the three of us went back in the woods and got high.... When it got dark Alli left, and as soon as she was gone Creg was all over me.... He told me he was gonna break up with Reena tomorrow, and I was high, so.... I think you can guess what happened.
Reena's gonna be so pissed. I can't believe I did that. Fuck.
leave me a comment sometime
steph
Heh. I wish bars here were so lenient like that.
Fairbanks is cool for awhile. But after about..uh..a week, it gets boring. Heh, and I've been here for nearly eight years.
Angel
I miss you sooo much! I hope you can come up here next summer! You can stay with me if you have to!
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Wow. My "brother's" name is Jaren. That really tripped me out for a second =P
Awww....try not to let that stuff stress you out too much. The more you stress about it, the worse the situation becomes. I wish you the best of luck...
*hugs*
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If you don't mind, I'm going to add you to my friends list.. =)
lol anserw me soon lol bye