this is the extent of my summer thus far: last night i stayed up too late even though i KNEW that i had a driving lesson today [my last driving lesson] and i am WIPED. why did i stay up late? was i partying? NO i was playing...solidmetalgear4 ...that's really lame.... SOOOOO LAAAAME it would have been forgiven if it were like "hey i was up late partying, man. it was crazy. beer pong all night." but NO i was playing with my ps3 [which is badass btw] and i was most definately NOT partying ugh. sooo...ive been playing video games all day [not that it's a bad thing or anything] and i wish that i had done something else. this makes me realize that i have never been to a high school house party ...im about to be a senior and i have never been to a REAL house party wtf? my goal this summer...is to go to as many parties as i can and to live up my final high school year. i mean...it's bad enough that im not in england [AS I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE] =[ so i am going to create me own little party grawr. also. i need a JOB i've litterally applied to 5 or more places...but i havent heard anything from them. i applied to coffee bean once and a lady called me the next week saying that i got the job. i was qualified and everything. and then she goes "okay...call me monday and we'll schedule an appointment." so what did i do? called her monday. tuesday. wednesday. and then my thrusday i was just like "fuck it" and i left messages to! with my name and number!! ughh so now i need to write a complaint to coffee bean...which sucks...because i actually LIKED coffee bean until they fucking SHORT CHANGED ME OUT OF A JOB. fucking bastards. ...im angry today... im going to bed