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np. d'angelo - untitled HEY. I'm again here 'cos I'm not feeling sleepy at all. So I think I should tell more about myself. So my name is Sofia, and i'm 17years old. I'm 5'6 and my hair is black and my eyes are dark brown. And my hair is dyed, itäs really blonde. Or blondish nowdays i think. I have one brother, and two sisters, and they are all older than me. So i'm the babygirl of my family. lol. I live with my mom, my parents divorced a little over a year ago, but things are still kinda messy, 'cos my mom has health issues. She's manic-depressive, and that's hard for me. She is still trying to get my dad back, and my dad kinda teases her and sometimes invites her to his house. So it's really weird. I have been trying to explain to both of them that their relationship hasn't ever been healhy, 'cos mom was a shop-a-holic and dad cheated her, but they don't seem to get my point. My sisters and brother live in other parts of the country so I don't reach them very often. Right now I'm thinking that i'll get a place of my own and start all over there. But I don't still really hate my life, I have music and I have great friends, who always cheer me up and listen. And I listen to them. That is what friends are for. I listen to many bands and different kinds of music from soul to heavy and from punk to r'n'b, 'cos I think that there is so much great music out there. I write songs, poems and I sing a lot. I love food, and the good thing about it that it doesn't show in my hips, so I can eat what I want without having to check my weight all the time. I'm addicted in coca-cola, and I laugh a lot. I have a really wild imagination and I'm energetic usually and I like to do those sort of things what I can later tell to my granchildren "your grandma kicked ass...". Those stories will live on :D I live in europe, but I'd like to travel a lot and maybe when I'm older, move away from this country. But still, I never really wanna grow up, 'cos grown ups are usually so depressive. I like animals, and I have four rats living in my castle, I used to have a cat but it died a few years back. And you know what??? I ALWAYS fall for the bad boys. I would kinda like to have a guy who holds my hand and stuff, but the criminals are just more me. MY heart is now broken, because of a bad boy. And think that in the start of this I had a choice between a good guy and the bad, and I chose the bad one. But still, my choice wasn't wrong, I know it in my heart. I just like him. Still. But I'll see him on friday, so we'll see what happens. quote:-This is my truth, tell me yours-
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yeah...I'm sort of angry about it but I figure it's better that I did open up.

party on lovely