Yikes. school started again, and I realised that I did not relax in summer, I am now as tired as then when schools ended in june. You know why. And now when school started, I have almost every day gone there with a hangover. O gee, i am an idiot. I shoul start studying, but itäs just that every night I take one beer, and then one beer leads to another one and so on and so on. But at least now im over jones. But now he is not over me, well it's his loss anyway. I saw him one night when i was with this dude in the park and he was so pissed when he saw me with him and I smiled, feeling glad that I could hurt him like he hurted me. Revenge felt good, and now i feel like shit. So what do we learn? Revenge is good, but it could make you feel like shit. But i'm happy now, I have turnd into a cold bastard again. gee, thanks. well maybe i have not turned completele, 'cos i'm still writing this shit. wow, i can be real complicated sometimes.