i am just hanging out, and relaxing... my "february vacation" ends tonight.. arg. guess that means i am back to the hell hole tomorrow. whatever. After that girl died... everything has begun to pile up on me. I thought that this vacation would change that... well... one word:NOT!! i still can't believe that the girl i have known since kindergarten really did this - hung herself. i dont think she really realizes how many people she impacted. jeezum. i know this is pathetic... but since she's died... ive been afraid of the dark. i have to talk to the boyfriend while i am in bed to actually get me to have a normal night's sleep. it is awful... i hate it. i dont know what i would do without my boyfriend though.. even though he screws up sometimes... he still gets me through. be back to update later...