.. you do make me happy at times, you make me laugh, and you make me feel great. I make it seem like you hurt me all the time, thats not the case, but whenever I piss you off or something, it hurts me. I hate how I'm mad at you one minute and then the next I'm fine again. I can't stay mad at you, it's not possible. Mainly, right now, I'm just tired of all this shit. Why can't we work through this? Why can't we have another chance? I need to talk to you, and I'm not even sure when that'll be again. You're probably mad at me or something, like usual. You mean so much to me and even if we can't be together, I do want to be friends with you. You are a great guy, but you can be a huge dick too. And you know it, that's the problem. I'm just trying to figure everything out right now. Some people are telling me I have to move on, some are telling me to wait until you move on, or something like that. I'm so confused, can you blame me?