``you always said i had a hard time saying whats on my mind. well, here it goes; I HATE YOU FOR WHAT YOU`VE DONE TO ME`` x3 mon amour x3: rawr. I hate him for this. Auto response from x loveMiStAkEn: I wish I had the guts to walk away & forget about you``but I can't because I know you won't come after me.. Thats right, you won't come after me. I hope you're happy, because you're getting what you want.. I'm doing everything that I can to give up on you. Obviously you did on me a long time ago, and I'm just learning the truth. I hope I was a good "thrill" as you'd say. All the times we were with each other, meant nothing to you. The phone calls, everything. Nothing. I can't even be pissed, I'm more hurt. How the fuck could you do this to me? All those gut feelings I had about you not feeling the same, now I know you really didn't. I was just something to entertain you right? You were in it for the chase..glad I meant that much to you. So I hope you get your wish, me giving up on you.. -- I love you Jenny! And everyone who's been trying to help me get over this kid, but it's hard, it's so hard. I guess I thought he was different, but I was wrong..