I'm guess I'm just thinking of the happier times that me and you had. Like when Valentines Day was coming up, you were going to get me roses and a teddy bear, but the store closed before you got there. We weren't even together but it was so sweet that you actually thought of me. On Valentines Day, you were upset because you didn't get to give me my V. Day kiss. Umm, when Easter came around, you came over that day and you brought me a chocolate easter bunny. You said you tried finding me a flower but they were all dead, but it was the thought that counted. A few times when we hung out at your house, we did absolutely nothing, but it was still nice because I was with you. After you found out that you weren't suppose to call me anymore, that I was suppose to call you, because it was long distance for you, you still called me anyway when I forgot. I felt extremely bad and now I never forget. Those phone calls until 1 am were the best, 2 hour conversations or more. The day we skipped school and hung out with each other, was fun. All those times you tried to get me to ride your 50 and I didn't because I didn't want you, you got a little mad but you understood anyway. The time we went swimming. The rides home. Our plans of you taking me shopping, me being surprised that you were going to even though you hated it. The day you asked me out, you were drunk off your ass and I wasn't sure if you were going to remember the next day, but we hung out and you did. You remembered!! When some bad news came up, you told me anyway not knowing if I'd be mad or upset. You told me the truth and I was proud of you. After we broke up, you still wanted to hang out and try your best to get us back together. Friends with benefits, mucho fun :) a blast. And especially your singing, I picked on your singing so bad, yet you still put up with me anyway. You stuck with me and dealt with my bitching, from your "Oh I love you too"'s to "Screw you". I deserved them all because I picked on you. There are many more happy times that we've had, those are just a few, but I just wanted to remember them and put them on here, so I did. We've fought, we've argued, but we weren't completely miserable. I fell in love with you and I can't change that. No one can. And I wouldn't let them anyway. I realized that if you upset me in any way, that I can't tell some people anymore, because I know they're just being there for me, and I believe them in everything they say, because it's true, but I have to be ready to give up on you, I can't let them tell me that I have to. My heart just isn't ready for that. You get me down a lot, but for anyone who thinks thats all you do, then read ^ those all over again and tell me that you make me unhappy all the time. No more being weak. It's time to be real and talk this out with each other and that's what I plan to do. ♥