It's just something that happens as you grow up..you realize it's "less important" to have more friends and it's more important to have ||real ones.|| Falling in love.. Sharing your life with someone, giving your heart to another person knowing that losing them could permanently destroy you.. It’s such a crazy thing to do, so I must be insane. There is always going to be that awkward moment, when you walk by that person and remember all that you once had. i wanna be his favorite hello && his hardest goodbye.. i'm afraid to close my eyes cause i might think of you i'm afraid to open my eyes cause i might see you i'm afraid to move my lips cause i might speakk of you i'm afraid to listen cause i might hear my heart falling for you everyone says to give up on you but they dont see you as i do, your the one who broke my heart, your the reason my world fell apart, your the one who made me cry & yet i still love you and i don't know why.. i wish i had the guts to walk away & forget about you - but i can't because i know you WONT come after me x3 once upon a time i was falling in love but now i`m only falling apart & I don't know if i want to go down this road again, last time it was filled with pot holes, filled with bumps, it wasn't a smooth ride, & as far as i know, nothing has changed..it will still lead to the same place it did before ..i'll still end up at a dead end with a broken heart.. i shave my leqs, i sit down to pee and i can justify any shoppinq spree. don`t go to a barber, but a beauty salon. I can qet a massage without a hard-on. i can balance the checkbook; i can pump my own qas. Can talk to my friends about the size of my ass. My beatys a masterpeice and yet it takes lonq. At least i can admit to others when i`m wronq. I drive in circles at any cost and i don`t have a problem admittinq i`m lost. I never forqet a important date. Youu qot to deal with it, i`m usually late. I don`t watch movies with lots of qore. Don`t need instant replay to remember the score. I won`t lose my hair, i don`t get jock itch and just because i`m attertive, don`t call me a bitch. Don`t say to your friends, ooh yeah i can get her. In your dreams, my dear, i can do better, flowers are ohkay, but jewlerys best. Would youu look at my face, not at my chest? I dont have a problem with expressinq my feelinqs. i Know when youu`re lyinq, youu look at the ceilinq. Don`t call me a qirl, a babe or a chick. I`m a woman, get it, youu prick?