today ofically sucked. im so bored, and sick of every thing. my school. this town. my hair. my face. being single. the bull shit relationships i get my self into when im not single. the people i assosiate with. how i spend my spare time. im just bored of every thing i never wanted so badly to just pick up and leave, ive never longed for calgary, for brandon, for mary, so bad before, i just want to be happi, and cranbrooks not doing it for me, i havent been here a month, and im alreaady as miserable as can be. i want to go home, and i want to be held by my boy. :( with a slit of my writsts i remember the taste of your kiss the feel of your grasp the words you said last the blood dripping down i fall to the ground A love i once knew was suddenly broken in two i wanted nothing more, then to hold u again the love of my life, my only bestfriend my soul mate forever i thought we were meant to be together the hands of time span real fast i was on the ground, holding on to the past with a knife in one hand and my head in the other i knew my life span wouldnt make it much further my breaths were becoming shorter i didnt have very much longer so i wrote my final good bye on paper spotted with red for you, my love, i was pronounced dead