holy mother fukker.. so much has happenes since i last wrote... so i gues i will start from oldest to newest. [nick] is such a fukkin flammer.. hah i wish i never even waisted time on him.. [ryan] I started going out with ryan pederson like 10 days after my last entry.. and things were so good till like the end of march-ish. we started gettin in fights when he was drunk and hed take it out on his friends, so i was commin between him and his friends, so he broke up on me, then frinday [april 1rst] i went to "Agestock" and i dropped ecstasy. and ryan didnt go, and i ended up kissin this nick guy. and my "friend" theran [walkingdead] went and told him i hooked up with like 5 people, and i never. [THERAN IF YOU READ THIS I HOPE YOU GET YOUR FACE BEAT INTO THE FUKKIN GROUND, AND IF SOME ONE IN VERNON DOESNT DO IT.. COME BACK HERE, AND I WILL YOU FUCKIN UGLY ASS HURT CASE] heh. any ways. so that started a lot of shit between me and ryan.. and so he like hated me so much.. [spring break] spring break was pretty fun i gues except on dans birthday 2 grade 12 girls who were like 2 times my size beat me up for punching a boy. they hit me like over 20 times, and i didnt even cry or bleed or get a black eye.. YAYA im a trooper. [april 2nd] = MY SWEET MOTHER FUCKKIN SIXTEEN WOOT WOOT.. -- Yah i did like NOTHING for my birthday, except take care of ryan cause he was so fukkin drunk.. yep sweet sixteen takin care of the ex bf.. boo for that.. but i had fun on friday evey tho THERANS A LIEING BITCH FACE. [yesterday]ryan re added me to msn, and told me how much he missed me, and that he wants to start hanging out again to see if we can work trhough our problems and get back together.. YAYA.. im stoked, i hope we do.. any ways im gonna header.. thats my update. [jesikah] STOP WRITING ANONYMOUS MESSAGES YOU GOON.