:( me and ryan broke up again.. he told me he didnt wanna be with me, and im so confussed, ahg. i knew it was comming, its like im not happy with out him, but im not that happy with him either. then last night we all went to the carnival, and he was like, your pretty upset hey adn i was like no im jumping for joy, and he gave me a hug, and i didnt hug him back, and he gave me a kiss on the fore head, and he was like "i want to be your friend, i dont think we wil get back together tho.. so hug me back if you want to be friends" and then he hugged me and i just put my head on his shoulder, and he was like "i guss you dont wanna be friends hey, and os i hugged him bcak, and he kissed me like 32904723 times on the fore head, and the cheak, we hugged for like 10 minutes, it felt like so long, i just wanted to stand there and cry on his shoulder, bah this sucks so much..