> it all behind no tears, no time to cry just makin the most of life OH MA GAWWW!!! ( as mC always says :-D) I JUST CONVINCED MY DAD TO LET ME GO ON SB WITH MC AND well...MAYBE LAUREN!!!!! DUUDE I AM SO ECSTATIC...noticing the icon? its like summer already!!!! AHG....this is like the greatest miracle ever so today, i went to my dads, ate dinner with his friend who i had to entertain while my dad was on the phone..joy what fun. he said i look like his cousin..sorry but thats the biggest insult, she LOOKS like a whore. damn, he shouldve seen her at cowboys! hah, hopefully then he wouldnt think i look like that..but whatever. then i convinced him to let me go to the beach. rather than with senoras i dont know.. my plan worked as planned..HE-He im so good at sucking up..i make sure to add in there that i got a 93 on the math test..well im in a lame chat room, haha BYE

i don't believe that anybody feels the way i do about y o u now I GOT A 93 ON MY MATH TEST!!. is that a first or what? that sure does make me happy!! i know the new layout look likes crap but the bell rang im really in the mood to go to six flags. like really, i mean its opened!! doesnt superman sound incredibly fun right now. ahG. sooo i came home from school, went to emilys house and ate, and slept sadly. haha so much for studying 8-) ohhh well! thhenn i went to the gym and went 2 miles in 17 min. and alex b, katie and nicole were there. so i talked to them for a while, damn some of those machines i was about to cry on... all the gUys got so dammnn tan. except for conner that is. haha. nothin better than a hot tan guy ;-D...that sure does make me wanna go to the tanning bed. but its starting to get hot so whatevvv. im not really diggin the new layout here...ill work on that byebye. THIS IS INCREDIBLE!!! my sister is like standing up FOR me to let me go with mC and ldiZZLe on Sb. like that girl, the cousin, and the gF are definetly going with them...i think my chances are lookin' pretty good :-D

heyyyyy roses today =) i love roses whoohooo

Back by popular demand. Yes, i know you missed me. anyyyways. lifes been good i suppose. me&john's 3 months is fridayy.. been working alot. Chickfila, babysitting. saturday im frekin sleeping OVER the ladys house to babysit. i better be getting some good money for that. yeahhh tomorow for web im going to the doctor for headaches and the weird things my heart has been doing... kinda freeaaaaky. all web design today we've been looking for the sprin break pictures website... no luck there. but yeah thats about all. oh since winter break ive gained 10 pounds.. oh snnnnap. aright well i gotta pee. bye loves

WEll, that was a fun summer i suppose. schedule is okay.. bunch of people have lunch 5th so that wont be bad! the other day we went rafting, that was real fun. haha lOOK THE ASiANS ARE SWiMMING! haha boyyy that was funny. so it really sucks that no stores have ANY clothes that i like. oh wellll. the school is So differnt now, it kinda feels like im in a new school but not. WEiRD. what im mainly dreading is having to do my hair everyday haha. okay so this season of real world has definetly got me hooked, gotta go watch that BYE see everyone at school tommorw!

Just the other day i was saying how i never get sick in the summer... ironic or what? today i woke up sick, went back to bed and woke up feeling normal. went to the mall with dad and then had to watch some guy pour cement out of a cement truck for the foundation of a house my dads building. wow fun. came home cuz i felt awful, realized i had a fever..so i slept and just woke up. so my phone totally broke and i have to use an ear piece to talk into it... i sure look cool. but i think im getting my moms coworker's old phone.. its really ugly though =( sully comes home tommorow!! and max comes home the next day! i miss them =) schools comin up.. im kinda ready for it. getting sick of doing nothing all day. yeahh im gonna watch tv BYEBYE

im home!!! the beach was a blast! lets seee, first day we went on the beach right when we got there and found out Club LaVela was open for teens that night, so we went. met alotta guysss. then the beach the next day, the people from the La Vela called us so we hung out with them. i dont really rememeber what we did exactly but we went to the beach and the pool and repeated. then on tuesday we went to LaVela again and could not get away from the guys from last time.. haha. met some cool people again, and got to hang out with them the next day. then thursday we met some guys in the ocean and hung out with them for some of the day and then that night we stayed on the beach till like 1 and met abuncha people that wanted us to sneak out and, i was afraid of getting caught so i didnt. then friday morning we walked to waffle house and was gonna meet up with one of those guys right before we left but he got drunk and was sleeping so he didnt want to come outside. oh well! then the car ride home i made ALOTTTA alliterations haha that mustve been annoying for everyone else but i got quite good at them. ask me to do one for ya some time. oh and then lo spilt her 64 oz. dr pepper on my new coach purse. haha its all good Lo right when i came home i scrubbed it out with oxiclean and its just about out! i miss all those people already but who cares. emy withdrawels are kicking in! haha ill see her soon enough though. well more later, LOVEEE rach ^^me and lo vv

california was awesome! lucys exactly the same and i already missh her! cali is beautiful, shes so lucky she lives there. the weathers like perfect! but ya know, nice to be home too. im going to the beach with lauren! cant wait =)

i ' m hanging by a moment here with you boyy i love summer! lauren and jenna are finally home.. havnt seen jenna yet though! few nights back, went to the pool with emily ko and julian. that was funny! haha ko is hilarious. lauren came home and surprised me, totally thought she was coming home the next day! i babysat, made some cash. can always use that. today was so boring. i got up and ran a mile. been going faster every time and have gotten my mile under 10 minutes which is like a huge accomplishment for me. sat around with emily till it got dark and we went to the tennis courts. michael nailed me with the ball while he was trying to do his "lets see how hard i can hit it" haha thatll sure leave a mark. oh well it was hilarious anyways. realworld is like insane im loving it. so much drama, i mean girls already made out, a guy is already in a hospital, theyve already gotten in fights. it just keeps you on the edge of your seat! SO excited for california!! 7 more dayys!! her friends are so nice too! its summer, live it up!!

heyyy. other night went to katies with a bunch a people. me & kt had a mud fight =) and went swimming haha. twas fun! then me and emily have just been going to the pool everyday! max and conner meeting us there frequently! i miss maxx he left today! oh well, we'll be at his house june 27th! lauren and jenna come home this weekend! miss em!! im freaking tan, its sweeet. and cali is in 15 frekin days! SO EXCITED! we talked to nancy for like 2 hours yesterday! we might have surfing lessons =) can you picture me trying to stand up on a board? i think not. today i think were goin to the east hampton pool. ookay tata

today marks the day of ungrounding =) FINALLY!! so past few days ive been hanging with emily, and last night went to sams house and then the movies with max kt em and conner! that was fun, i missed hanging out with people besides emily (no offense). shelli and alex are finally together =] theyre cute, im happy for them! 19 days till cali! cannot wait to see lucy and meet all her friends. not to mention her hot guy friend logan! =) maybe ill learn how to surf. that would be sweet. my sister went to kentucky today so ive got the house to myself. how fun. but i dont think im doing anything today. oh well, enjoy the summer yall!

Don't give up, you've got a reason to live can't forget, we only get what we give being grounded sure does suck! but fortunetly im still allowed to hang out with my "good" friend emily! oh well, it will be all over this friday. lately ive just been going to the pool, running, and hanging with em. were going to cali so soon! im so excited to see lucy. weird thing is she hasnt changed one bit and when i think about it, all of us have changed alot. and unfortunetly lucy isnt coming back to atlanta with us. bummer lauren cant come with us! loVe lives: jenna really likes dan(?), emily still has conner! lucky girl, something is going on with shelli and alex, as for me, dan still wants to get back togther but i dont know. enjoy the summer!!

hEY! been a long time!! alot of things have happened lately. major points: broke up with dan, just didnt see him enough. my sister moved back in (pain in the ass), my dads girlfriend moves in tommorow.. not so sure how i feel about that, emily left for england, i mish my 1/3, but ive got lauren of course! haha. been hanging out with phil kyle julian caleb alex max. you know, the dudes. i do kinda miss having a boyfriend but whatever! single life is still good i suppose, not as many worries. Friends are all good! love having all of them in the summer. but lauren leaves soon, thankfully emily comes home the day she leaves. oh and much thanks to vicki on how to spell! haha thats about it. heres some pics ---laterr ^^zOOlander caleb ^^all the buddies ^max alex lauren have an awesome summer!!

summer 05 GOD life is awesome right now :] loving every moment of it. It is FINALLY summer, i have my best friends and a great boyfriend to share it all with. my grades came out to 3 A's 3 B's, which is acceptable..89 was supposed to go up though, instead it went down! after school during the week just hung out at laurens, the park =), and my house... got in a little bit of trouble and got grounded from boys for the first night of summer! but it was all good, i went to O'Charleys and target with lauren! got a few shirts, keith urban cd, heels, and waterproof eyeliner! then today we went running, and then was gonna go swimming but turned out to be cold and then the dreaded walk to jeremys. his house is reallyyy reallyy awesome. and then went back to my house, dan came, and we just hung out =), went to a movie with julian and jenna. and then everyone left but me and dan so we just walked around, my mom drove up behind the building which was REALLY bad. and came back to my house, got caught AGAIN, which mustve looked REALLY bad cuz we were like, laying down. and tonight im making plans to go to amovie with like, conner alex katie phil.. and invite the thirds! have an awesome summer yall!! rach

...And i'm gonna love you like nobody loves you and i'll earn your trust making memories of us Tommorow is the last day of school! i am so excited!! This week has been so easy its insane, getting off really early makes things go back realll quick. Tuesday was a web and i went to the park with dan lauren and jeremy. that was fun =] very beatiful outside too! Yesterday i just had to take 2 finals, and afterward went to laurens house with a bunch of people. Walked home with emily, then later i went to Fullers Park for a baseball game, i got smacked upside the head by emily. fortunetly my monsterous mosquito bite went away. Then today i got to sleep in pretty late, and i just took my web design final. really easy. but whenever this class lets out i get to leave! my friends have been so amazing lately, i love them all with everyy piece of my heart. and dan, he makes me so happy! i love it. i love just spending time with him. Next time i write, will probly be summer BYE summer | 1 day

i'm hanging by a moment here with you... this weekend has been really... eventful i guess is the word! so, starting with friday, lauren came home with me. emily didnt only b/c she had to go home for graduation crap. but lauren went somewhere with jeremy, so i ended up going to katies house with christy and alex and we went to the pool, met up with a bunch of people. then we went to quiznos, and walked back to east hampton and played truth or dare. prettyy fun! may sound weird since it hasnt even been like one week, but i missed hanging out with dan that night. i really did. but then saturday i went shopping with my mom for a little, talked on the phone ALOT, went to laura's grad party where emily looked absolutely addorrable =), and then went to the movies with april ko jenna caleb and dan. saw kicking and screaming which was pretty good, and i got to hold his hand the whole movie =) and then we did the typical walk through the parking lots. except this time we played tag which was surpisingly really fun. whenever i was it dan would always walk by me so i wouldnt have to be it for too long and i could just make him be it =) haha.. the little things that make ya happy right?! and then we went to wendys and aprils dad got me a free frosty and then i slept at jennas and we just talked for a while. then the next day we walked to the park and ko was supposed to meet us there but he wasnt there so we went to his house and told him to look out his window.. boyyy that was the funniest look ive ever seen on an asians face! haha priceless! so we got him up and out of his house and i got pushed in the creek, got mud thrown at me and in my mouth which completely sucked, and tackled ko to the ground haha! then we played truth or dare while sitting in the water, did some daring dares and some tough truths. and it started getting really dark but of course were dumb and didnt start heading home we sit there for 20 minutes until it pours! and had to run back to ko's house and sat in the garage while ko showered, and went to dan's incredible house. but ko couldnt come =( haha i love that kid.. and then jennas mom wanted her to leave for some odd reason so it was just me and dan =) it was reallyy fun. i enjoyed myself! then his brother caught us in the act but luckily his brothers cool and isnt telling his mom! but damn, in his house i felt like i was in cribs or something!! then i came home and went on a walk with emily, we found this totally awesome waterfall and climbed down there and realized it was a reeking sewer. haha but then lucy called and made us cry. and told her somethings that just made her feel like she didnt even know us anymore, and like we wernt best friends anymore. but i guess things are all good now. i love her to death! i get to see her July 11th and im just counting down the days. I CANNOT believe this is the last week of school and im just looking forward to having everyday of summer to be with my best friends and also have dan.. however, dan is going to like greece or something like that for 3 weeks by himself! geez, im gonna miss him! but summer, man it'll be fun =) summer | 4 days ^^whys he have to be so damn hot

now that I have seen the light of day love is finally going my way is it too good to be true give me one more kiss one more touch baby i just can't get enough of you this time too good is true well, babysitting the other day went okay i guess, besides him grabing my boobs and trying to pull my pants off, and he frickin put a scratch on my cell! i made $40 though so i guess the scratch was worth it yesterday was a good day! it was web, so after school i walked around with dan. it first it was kinda awkward, then things changed.. haha alot, we were going to the merchants walk movies, but then got there and no movies were playing so we just walked around behind shopping centers! haha sounds familiar, i know. so me and dan are official i suppose, he said the nicest things and i was just like melting haha. i really need to talk to him about some stuff though, but anyways then he had to go back to school for football and i was planning on walking back with him and catching the bus but i happened to call lauren at the perfect moment and she was right across the street at funky monkey! so she was extremely nice and came and picked us up and drove dan to school. so i went back to laurens and we just sat on her back porch talking for a while and emily came by for an hour or so! then i went home and started watching csi and fell asleep! haha and emily came over to study but what i really did was try on clothes. i really wish i did study though, math test was VERY difficult i just wanted to cry b/c i didnt know like, any of it! but i talked to dan for a little and was kinda annoyed that he couldnt talk cuz of studying, b/c i had some things to say but oh well. i love jenna for not being upset or anything like that! OMG i am so effing pissed, math grade went DOWN!!!!!! i got a 64 on the test and now i have a 77, i want to cry.

okay gotta make this quick, ill finish it in web tommorow. so, dan has started walking me to class, guess thats a good thing? and he calls me alot. wakes me up alot too though! haha. yeah so yesterday i was going running and by the time i got to emilys house i had such bad cramps i was considering going back home but emily agreed to just walk pretty far so sorry for holding you up there em! then the powderpuff game was actually rather boring, nothing exciting except the cheerleading and even that was rather d u l l we got last, guess they just have sometime against freshmen huh!? annd today was just a normal day, except i had an oddly easy math quiz, a near impossible spanish test, and got lucky and get to retake the vocab quiz that over half the class failed (i mean, this was the first time i had actually studied for it and i got a 79%, so now the retake is openbook =)!) then i went to my dads house, walked to kmart and got a kiss blown to me by a mexican which was actually really hilarious, and my dog frickin FOLLOWED me there and i didnt realize it until i was like walking into kmart so my dad was like flipping out when i called him to tell him! and then i went back home and slept for a while and had to be picked up early b/c im about to go babysitting. so plans for web, dan asked me to do soemthing with him.. so whatever, no preference here! hes just so nice to me though, he gives me so many compliments and just makes me smile. so pray for me that this kid doest molest me like last time. mUCH lOVE

...and i'd give up forever to touch you cause i know that you feel me somehow you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be and i don't want to go home right now this weekend was pretty fun!! so friday emily and lauren got off at my bus stop with me. then we ate (um, DUH) and hung around, then we told kyle kevin and jeremy we would meet them at the clubhouse so they call and theyre like we're here! and we were still straightening our hair and laurens like umm were almost there haha! then on the way there emily and her stupid ass decisicions, decides to put her books on the edge of the sewer, well of course they fall in and we hear a big splash! and so me and emily go to the clubhouse really fast and lauren stays behind to try to open the sewer so we come back with the guys and we help lauren climb in there to get em's math book. then we just hung around and played bball and trampoline and boring crap like that. then we all left, i went to laurens house and we hung around for a while and then went to alex blalocks house with april katie caleb ko. that was semi-fun. i ran in the sprinklers and jumped on the trampoline, watched a movie. yeah, then slept at laurens house. then saturday morning lauren pushed me to go running.. boy that was tough! she runs like, double as far as i usually do.. and i run like half as fast! then we went back and made some awesome smoothies, and lauren told a little girl not to listen to me because im stupid and get 29s. not funny dude. then showered and hung around and walked to the avenue, bought some stuff.. and then went home and finally made plans and went to the dollar theater with april jenna dan conner rebecca. dan willingly payed for all of us?! which was insanely awesome. and then we didnt even see a movie cuz conner just has to go get food so we watched him eat. and thenn we were late for all the movies so we couldnt find seats so we just left and went to the kmart area (where i got a mothers day card and friggin lost it) and walked around, tcby, then everyone left but me jenna and dan and then we waked to the avenue and read funny jokes in borders! and saw alyssa and taylor there and i talked to them for a little and then i left. sunday i had to go to my grandmas house and that was extremely boring. thenn i went home and ended up going to the easthampton pool for a while and i got TAN!!! (maybe more red but still!) so that was pretty fun then i had to go to chiles for mothers day and then went to my dads! talked to the mexican guys who were working on his house and to sum it up, he basically told me i have big boobs. THANKS. and i didnt talk to my dad at all, really.. i was on the phone the whole time. and then he took me home, but of course had to take the mexican home before me so he kept talking to me in spanish and i just say SI SI! haha hes like you are very good in spanish.. i had no idea what he was saying i was like HAH RIIIGHT and told me i look like im from costa rica.. that is definetly not a compliment dude. and then i went home and talked on the phone for a while, and thenn todays going good, i actually understand math, im semi-tan, and im dying of laughing cuz AT LEAST MY HAIR DOESNT LOOK LIKE CHEETOS! and then tonight im not sure if ill go to the powder puff game! girls.. wanna go? haha! byE rACHAEl

i love you this much and im waiting on you to make up your mind do you love me too web was fun! hung around school for like an hour with caleb ko phil april emily lauren jerr, i donno! a bunch of people. then me april emily ko lauren and jeremy went to the avenue and ko just had to go to bath and body works so we walked to capozzis while he did that and he met us there. then lauren and jeremy had to go so we went to emilys house! we went walking around and then the clubhouse happened to be opened so we went in and emily climbed down the side of it and jumped off the lifeguard stand! haha didnt think she'd actually do it until she was in mid-air. then emily opened the gate for us and all of us went in, and of course im wearing a white shirt JUST GRAND. oh well, it was still really fun! then we watched next, hung around and just talked for a while then april had to leave and we ate dinner while ko waited, screw the asian! haha annd then this morning i almost missed the bus! got a 70 on the math quiz today, sadly that will probly bring my quiz average up! so i think something will happen with em and kyle, even though they barely know each other, something will happen! from what i hear from ko, things are looking good. and i also learned that caleb is really really shallow and picky.. so that sucks for me! oh welll, life goes on. so today my dad informed me that i have to go to the counselor, cuz he wants me to talk to her about how i never see him and reasoning and all that. that will most likely suck but ill get to ride in a 4RUNNER, guess things could be worse. and things arnt good with my sister, she just annoys the living hell out of me.. even if im around her for just a minute! shes sleeping over tonight too, ahg pray for me! okay so therapist went alot better than i thought, first it was me and my dad talking in there and then he said something to really piss me off so i just stormed off and cryedd in the bathroom for a while. then i got up the strength to go back in there and then jill made my dad leave, so it was just us talking. its really weird, she like understand so much she takes the words out of my mouth when im talking. she also told me its like my destiny to be a psychiatrist cuz im thinking the exact things as her and i see everything from everyones perspective?! hmm, guess i could be good at that! doesnt involve math! haha, then my dad came back in, i told him all the things i said to jill and of course he doesnt get it and denies everything and jill stands up for me and so that went fairly well. then i went back to his house and i walk in and im like WHOA whats going on, i hadnt been there in that long! hes redoing everything, he got new cabinets, the mexicans were sanding and putting in new hardwood floors and hes getting a granite countertop.. then marla was gonna sleep over here tonight b/c they cant stay there because of the floor stain is so harmful and strong.. but my dad convinced her to sleep at my uncles house, and then we went out to houlihans, and of course cant go to my dads without a fight with marla! so that happened and then my mom picked us up and we had to drop her off at a marist band concert bc my dad was going to but he said he "didnt feel like it", whateverr. as for plans for the weekend i think im going iceskating friday night with a bunchh of people, and thats all ive got planned! eDIT-- so tonight the iceskating i just check is 4 oCLOCK till 6, so i have no idea how im planning on getting there so early! i walk in my front door at 4, so if i even get a ride there, ill be late... and lauren might be coming home on the bus with me and the weekend will be weird without one of my thirds. you will be missed em! rACHAEl