last night--went to bball game, caribu, emilys house, it was ok i guess. today--couldnt sleep in, uhhh sat in my room asked my mom once again, im going to cowboys right? shes like uhh i donno about that. then she called laurens mom so now im not going, and neither is lauren i told her THANKS ALOT, you ruined my weekend AND laurens weekend shes like OH WELL, god i hate parents. they think im gonna get raped or something, jesus --edit oh great and now jennas pissed bc now she cant go cuz me or lauren cant go. god its not my fault u can get ur ass over here and yell at my mom, not at me. god i wanna go too .................. nothing can ever just go the way you want it to go. going to a little dance, nope cant go. a friend going to a dance, no of course gotta ruin that too even tho it has nothing to do with u. every person is out to go get you, cant even trust your own family ive written in this diary 3 times in one day, boy dont i lead an exciting life