i love you this much and im waiting on you to make up your mind do you love me too
web was fun! hung around school for like an hour with caleb ko phil april emily lauren jerr, i donno! a bunch of people. then me april emily ko lauren and jeremy went to the avenue and ko just had to go to bath and body works so we walked to capozzis while he did that and he met us there. then lauren and jeremy had to go so we went to emilys house! we went walking around and then the clubhouse happened to be opened so we went in and emily climbed down the side of it and jumped off the lifeguard stand! haha didnt think she'd actually do it until she was in mid-air. then emily opened the gate for us and all of us went in, and of course im wearing a white shirt JUST GRAND. oh well, it was still really fun! then we watched next, hung around and just talked for a while then april had to leave and we ate dinner while ko waited, screw the asian! haha annd then this morning i almost missed the bus! got a 70 on the math quiz today, sadly that will probly bring my quiz average up! so i think something will happen with em and kyle, even though they barely know each other, something will happen! from what i hear from ko, things are looking good. and i also learned that caleb is really really shallow and picky.. so that sucks for me! oh welll, life goes on.
so today my dad informed me that i have to go to the counselor, cuz he wants me to talk to her about how i never see him and reasoning and all that. that will most likely suck but ill get to ride in a 4RUNNER, guess things could be worse. and things arnt good with my sister, she just annoys the living hell out of me.. even if im around her for just a minute! shes sleeping over tonight too, ahg pray for me!
okay so therapist went alot better than i thought, first it was me and my dad talking in there and then he said something to really piss me off so i just stormed off and cryedd in the bathroom for a while. then i got up the strength to go back in there and then jill made my dad leave, so it was just us talking. its really weird, she like understand so much she takes the words out of my mouth when im talking. she also told me its like my destiny to be a psychiatrist cuz im thinking the exact things as her and i see everything from everyones perspective?! hmm, guess i could be good at that! doesnt involve math! haha, then my dad came back in, i told him all the things i said to jill and of course he doesnt get it and denies everything and jill stands up for me and so that went fairly well. then i went back to his house and i walk in and im like WHOA whats going on, i hadnt been there in that long! hes redoing everything, he got new cabinets, the mexicans were sanding and putting in new hardwood floors and hes getting a granite countertop.. then marla was gonna sleep over here tonight b/c they cant stay there because of the floor stain is so harmful and strong.. but my dad convinced her to sleep at my uncles house, and then we went out to houlihans, and of course cant go to my dads without a fight with marla! so that happened and then my mom picked us up and we had to drop her off at a marist band concert bc my dad was going to but he said he "didnt feel like it", whateverr.
as for plans for the weekend
i think im going iceskating friday night with a bunchh of people, and thats all ive got planned!
eDIT--
so tonight the iceskating i just check is 4 oCLOCK till 6, so i have no idea how im planning on getting there so early! i walk in my front door at 4, so if i even get a ride there, ill be late... and lauren might be coming home on the bus with me and the weekend will be weird without one of my thirds. you will be missed em!
rACHAEl
web was fun! hung around school for like an hour with caleb ko phil april emily lauren jerr, i donno! a bunch of people. then me april emily ko lauren and jeremy went to the avenue and ko just had to go to bath and body works so we walked to capozzis while he did that and he met us there. then lauren and jeremy had to go so we went to emilys house! we went walking around and then the clubhouse happened to be opened so we went in and emily climbed down the side of it and jumped off the lifeguard stand! haha didnt think she'd actually do it until she was in mid-air. then emily opened the gate for us and all of us went in, and of course im wearing a white shirt JUST GRAND. oh well, it was still really fun! then we watched next, hung around and just talked for a while then april had to leave and we ate dinner while ko waited, screw the asian! haha annd then this morning i almost missed the bus! got a 70 on the math quiz today, sadly that will probly bring my quiz average up! so i think something will happen with em and kyle, even though they barely know each other, something will happen! from what i hear from ko, things are looking good. and i also learned that caleb is really really shallow and picky.. so that sucks for me! oh welll, life goes on.
so today my dad informed me that i have to go to the counselor, cuz he wants me to talk to her about how i never see him and reasoning and all that. that will most likely suck but ill get to ride in a 4RUNNER, guess things could be worse. and things arnt good with my sister, she just annoys the living hell out of me.. even if im around her for just a minute! shes sleeping over tonight too, ahg pray for me!
okay so therapist went alot better than i thought, first it was me and my dad talking in there and then he said something to really piss me off so i just stormed off and cryedd in the bathroom for a while. then i got up the strength to go back in there and then jill made my dad leave, so it was just us talking. its really weird, she like understand so much she takes the words out of my mouth when im talking. she also told me its like my destiny to be a psychiatrist cuz im thinking the exact things as her and i see everything from everyones perspective?! hmm, guess i could be good at that! doesnt involve math! haha, then my dad came back in, i told him all the things i said to jill and of course he doesnt get it and denies everything and jill stands up for me and so that went fairly well. then i went back to his house and i walk in and im like WHOA whats going on, i hadnt been there in that long! hes redoing everything, he got new cabinets, the mexicans were sanding and putting in new hardwood floors and hes getting a granite countertop.. then marla was gonna sleep over here tonight b/c they cant stay there because of the floor stain is so harmful and strong.. but my dad convinced her to sleep at my uncles house, and then we went out to houlihans, and of course cant go to my dads without a fight with marla! so that happened and then my mom picked us up and we had to drop her off at a marist band concert bc my dad was going to but he said he "didnt feel like it", whateverr.
as for plans for the weekend
i think im going iceskating friday night with a bunchh of people, and thats all ive got planned!
eDIT--
so tonight the iceskating i just check is 4 oCLOCK till 6, so i have no idea how im planning on getting there so early! i walk in my front door at 4, so if i even get a ride there, ill be late... and lauren might be coming home on the bus with me and the weekend will be weird without one of my thirds. you will be missed em!
rACHAEl