i get myself in such bad moods. cant believe i do this to myself. i realize nobody likes me, so i look in the long mirror forever, like really, forever, i almost start crying its so depressing, i hate myself for doing this to my body. now i dont want to eat, i know it sbad for you but the more i see myself in mirrors the more i get down on myself. the more i talk to my friends about it, youd think it would make me feel better, it doesnt, i just feel fatter around my friends cuz not one of them can relate to this. i hate being friends with such pretty people. it makes you feel so jealous and ugly. god i hate my life..this sucks i hate complaining, if you dont wanna read it then back off..nobodys forcing you to