I have so much shit on my mind right now that i can't deal with anything. I don't really want to die. I want to ball my eyes out and never stop crying. I wish not to say why. I'm listening Behind Blue eyes and it totally reminds me of myself and that how people can't feel what i feel. Life means nothing to me anymore. Love means nothing to me right now. Anyway thats enough about how i fucking feel no one fucking cares anyway.